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You threw it all away
Will be gone and forgotten
That's what you said
you run for your life
holding the promises you never got to keep

With open arms you staring into my heart
One more time
I remember how your touch used to feel like
How your hands warmed my night

You shout and shout and shout
Hoping I will jump into
I know better than to trust you

In the lonely night, I don't think of us anymore
I don't dream about colors and rainbow that once you brought
I don't see my old self no more
It's all should be gone and forgotten

Poured myself empty
It started to hurt to even breathe
He said he loved me
was his love really that weak?
When he needed to hold on
He became the storm
that uprooted me, and left me broken.
Begged and begged for peace
To let my soul heal
Wounded by blows of his ruthless wind.
I finally gave up.
I won't fight the storm anymore
I have to save myself and you
Before this hurt of being together crush us both.
Let's still love each other
But first let us heal

For Storms only wreck.
And in the end, nothing is left.

Let us Love each other from distance
Let us be a breeze that soothes as it pass

Why has she moved on
So easily
and
I can't?

Click click click
Ding!

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Ding!

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Ding!

Goes the typewriter
Each letter pressed with purpose
Otherwise the letters are lighter
And the line losses earnest

Any mistake cannot be erased
Merely written over
The correct letter is paste
But the mistake still remains under

Each line manually changed
The writer can stop and start
But nothing can be rearranged
So each must line must contain heart

Click click click
Ding!

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Ding!

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Ding!

Para sa mga taong hindi pinili. Para sa mga taong binigay ang lahat ngunit di naman binalik. Para sa mga taong umasa. Para sa akin.

1

Sakit.

Pag nakita mo siyang kasama niya, masasaktan ka na parang bang tinutusok nang maraming karayom ang puso mo. Tapos titignan mo ang iyong sarili at sasabihin "Anong kulang sa akin?"

Makikita mo lahat nang mali sayo. Makikita mo lahat nang pangit sayo. At dahil dito mawawala ang pagmamahal at respeto mo sa iyong sarili


2

Galit.

Magagalit ka sa mundo. Magagalit ka sa tadhana dahil hindi kayong dalawa ang pinag sama. Sisihin mo siya dahil hindi ka niya pinili at iba. Pero higit sa lahat, magagalit ka sa iyong sarili. Magagalit ka dahil hindi ka naging sapat para sa kaniya. Magaglit ka dahil hindi ikaw ang naging kaniya.


3

Talo.

Wala na. Wala ka nang magagwa dahil gusto na nila ang isa't isa. Wala ka nang magagawa, silang dalawa na ang pinagsama nang tadhana at hindi kayong dalawa. Tanggapin mo na. Hindi kayong dalawa. Hindi ikaw.

Dadating ang panahon na hindi mo na siya titignan. Dadating nag panahon na hindi ka na masasaktan. Dadating ang panahon na hindi ka na magagalit.

Pero sa ngayon, dito ka muna. Dito sa isang lugar na ika'y manhid na. Manhid sa kaniya. Manhid sa sakit. Manhid sa galit. Manhid sa iyong mga damdamin para sa kaniya. Kay rami mo nang napagdaan, magpahinga ka na.

You smelled the white flower
You enjoyed her beauty
You took care of her in winter
To watch her bloom in spring

The flower stung you hard
When you tried to pick her
And put her in your little vase
Flowers in vases fade

The flower stopped to bloom
When you tried to move her
To your garden behind the hill
Who told you she can grow there?

If you care about her
Water her, and with love
Admire for a while, but don’t
Linger there forever…
Its time to let go now…