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Journal entry #14
(Forgiveness)

To the girl I use to be....

I forgive you.

We all in some point in our lives, fall in love with an *******, who wouldn't know a good thing if it slapped them clean across the face.

It wasen't your fault.

You did what you were suppose to.

You loved him with your whole heart.

And it wasn't your fault he was never deserving.

Go ahead..
Go live your beautiful life.

You got this.
when you reach that point. Forgive yourself first, then them. Not for them but for you.
Jayantee Khare Apr 2018
Love fades
g  r  a  d   u   a    l     l    y,
so does the pain eventually,

may
        be
            by
                 the
                       time
                               we
                                     die.....
Met an old friend turned foe today....
realised that still the pain exists
but fading gradually....
It was an inconvenient interaction
but within minutes I got back to normal unlike earlier ...
Rangoli Saxena Apr 2018
The way is long
But I m strong
and I can be all
What I want.

Because I m fearless,
No, I need no ****
Have learnt forgiveness,
that makes me more strong

"Going on" and "let it go"
are two sides of the same coin,
you got to learn them both
to let yourself truly shine..

Future belongs to those
who can see it,
But Seeing ain't enough
Go, just create it.

Free yourself from cages
Cages you built within,
Have settlement with past
It's the only way to win.
ali Mar 2018
darling, don't be afraid.
it's okay
to be jealous.

don't be afraid,
don't let it **** you.
become jealous of the idea of him,
of all he could have given you,
and all you have to share.

do not become jealous
of the girl who's now there instead.

darling, don't be afraid.
it's okay
to be jealous..
to have an itch
and a wish
of what he now has
that you don't.

don't let it **** you,
don't let the fear get in your head
and warp your beautiful mind.
you are real and kind,
and more than he deserves-
do not become less than that.

do not become jealous
of the girl who's now there instead.
tayarose Mar 2018
I.... you left again
But this time i don't want you to come back
i want you to stay gone....
gone in the wind
memories within
will fade
and soon
enough
i'll love again
mk Mar 2018
come surrender
the hours are late
and when the clock strikes
i take my leave

come surrender
your summer has gone
winter clouds, autumn leaves
the cold is out

come surrender
lay down your arms
no longer is there room
for blood thirst and love

come surrender
here i say goodbye
one last kiss and
memories lay to rest
gossip girl season 2
is 100% about me & you
(and i'm serena, of course)
Tom Richard Mar 2018
Even on the darkest night
Only the living can bring light
So don't dwell upon those beloved dead
Lie still and look toward the future in your bed

At times it is okay to remember old friends and all the rest
But you need to leave it in a time when you knew it best
It is only natural to be overwhelmed with anger and emotion
But these often are not the best remedy potion

The past was only going to last so long
So let all that has gone be gone
Let memories wonder at the back of your mind
And don't be angry just be kind

Be kind to friends and family as well
And if you want to visit memories just give them a bell
I'm sure they'll pick up right away
After all they do nothing day after day

More often than not it's better to look forward in time
Because the past is usually sublime
Memories can cause emotion at the flick of a switch
And sometimes you can't just hide them in a ditch

So when you dwell on the past whether it's good or bad
Just remember that is the past and what you had
You don't have it anymore
So get up out of the chair and walk through the door

Leave the past all behind
In a cave at the back of your mind
Never look back...
Nyx Mar 2018

I need to leave
I've ought to say goodbye
This unrequited love
Simply must to die

I've completely slipped your mind
Fallen through the cracks
My only existence now
Is a forgotten name in your contacts

Below all those studs, that you call your great friends
And underneath all those girls you call at 3am
Covered in dust as it grows old with age
I sit here and wait, patiently within this stone cold cage

Transienting through life, days pass like any other
Sleepless nights, Friendships bite, Its simply quite a bother
Messages from others, blowing up my phone
Yet without yours, I feel so alone

I thought I had forgotten you
Moved on from my past
I was going to find another
But that was never going to last

It seems I cant escape
no matter how far I run
Is this merely my fate
Or is it karma having fun

What can I do?
What can I say?
Because a simple text from you
Consumes my waking days

Is this intentional?
Are you leading me on for fun?
Our texts are quite stale, answers are close to none
Every time we talk now, You always seem so done

But once in a blue moon
We call for a single night
Forgetting the conflict
Our souls filled with delight

I'll put it all behind me, Let it fade from my mind
I'll dwell in emptiness and move on with my life
Even though these feelings, cut through me like a knife
Acting like nothings wrong, Everything okay
Just force on a smile
It doesn't bother me anyway.
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