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Dianali Apr 8
My mother just told me
I’m constantly ‘a slave’ of my own words.
And I have to agree with her.
I can’t seem to ‘own my silences’
as she so smartly puts it.
I know, I know.
I should ponder on
such valuable insight— yup.
Yet to me…
that was just short for:
 ‘You should shut up
Even the gods will punish for wrong,
A mother will never, her love so strong.
The whole world may go against you,
Yet she remains to be with, it's true.

Protecting the precious, her child,
She will face demons, can go wild,
Yet her love for you will be as sea, calm,
Her only priority, shielding you from harm.

For in her arms, you’ll find peace,
A haven where all troubles cease.
As time marches, even gods may turn,
But a mother's love, an eternal one.

She is your greatest teacher,
Don’t you dare to teach her.
You are her life’s priority,
Forever, she is your dignity.

She suffers pain of earthly strife,
To grant you the gift of precious life.
In her arms, you find your worth,
For she's the very essence of birth.

Many have broken her heart,
From which she has poured a part.
A piece of her flesh, is the whole you,
None understands but very few.

So cherish her love, pure and true,
For there's nothing a mother wouldn't do.
In her love, you'll always find a friend,
A bond unbroken, until the very end.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind
kim Apr 4
I walk into the yellow kitchen
Soft buzzes come from the refrigerator
It smells of rotten memories
Maggots shroud the sink drain
My mother stands by the burning stove
Cigarette in hand
Mosquitos glint in the hard light
The windows closed
Yet you could see
From the outside
Dark shadows
Deformed and tangled
Knots in my scalp
They hurt to think about
My mother itches to pull them out
The weeds on my head
Are untamed and reek
Of ash that falls
Faint glimmers of yelling
Sprinkle the ***** floor
Another inhale
More glimmers drown
The air in the kitchen
She turns off the stove
And yells at the smoke
Covering her hand
I cover my ears
At the sudden shriek
Tears fall as I realized
I hurt my mom.
I don't always write in such a way. I think I've just been in a mood lately. Give me your thoughts. Have a good day :)
The cornfields whirred by, as your voice droned, monotone in my ears. This fifteen minute drive was the longest of my life; every Wednesday, always twice. To the Church of the Immaculate Conception, where sinful women would teach me about my own impurities– before handing me off to the demon who dropped me off. She would ask me what I learned. I could never muster the enthusiasm to prevent the lecture. Now, she's angry at her ex-husband, shrieking at me because I clench my jaw the same way he does.
The ritual ends as we pull into the driveway. The house and the church smell the same to me. Incense smoke coils near the high ceilings. My bottom bunk greets me as the pillow begins soaking in tears of defeat.
“God, I've prayed in your house. I've prayed in my own. I keep calling out. You keep leaving me alone.”
Lately I've been hosting an online club for poets (@Virtual.Poets.Club on instagram) and this is the 2nd prompt for U.S. National Poetry Month. "write a narrative prose about a memory from long ago."
kevin Apr 3
poverty
trash
boy
***
gay
******
homosexual
weak
ugly

only half irish
touch me again
There lies a tale of love profound,
Every parents' sacrifices, often unsound.
Hard to understand the ways,
As children are in their younger days.

For in parent’s shout, a lesson lies,
In every beating, a love truly tries,
To guide the steps, to light life’s way,
In the hopes of children, parents find their sway.

Through the trials of suffering, stories shared,
Lies wisdom gained, for you to be prepared.,
In every embrace, in every tear,
A parent's love lies, it truer.

Yet in this dance of life's cruel jest,
Children falter, put to the test,
Expecting only to be understood,
While parents give all, as best they could.

The love bestowed, a true treasure,
A legacy of utmost care,
Not for reward or riches sought,
But for a future, dearly bought.

To grant the gifts they never knew,
A love so pure, every day it's new,
But in return, just to understand,
Seems oft too much, in life's grandstand.

But still, they hope, in silent plea,
That children learn, and someday see,
The depth of love, the sacrifices made,
In every step, in every shade.

For in the end, when they depart,
It's not for praise or pride of heart,
But for the hope, that they will find,
A gift of joy, true and kind.

So let us cherish, the love they give,
And in their footsteps, learn to live,
For in their love, our futures lie,
A gift of love, reaching high.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind
Lizzie Bevis Apr 1
Much like passing seasons,
mild crisp autumns
greet cold winters
as time silvered
her once auburn hair,
yet, within her caring gaze,
that cheerful spark
is often there.

Her hands once always busy,
are now gentle and thin,
her fingers have stiffened
but, they still harbour
strength deep within,
and in a way, it is sublime,
how they lifted, guided,
and carried me over time.

I look at her tiny frame,
as age mapped out the miles
of her life-long journey
around her knowing smile,
and kind eyes.
Some things never change,
like her wise
steely grey-blue eyes,
reminding me of the sky
when rain softly falls.

©️Lizzie Bevis
She whispered to me, in the hush of the night,  
A wish that cut deep, like a blade through the light.  
“When I’m gone,” she said, with a trembling breath,  
“Let the world stay asleep, unaware of my death.”

No tears to be shed, no cries in the dark,  
No mourning, no words, no flame to a spark.  
This burden is yours, in the shadows to keep,  
A silence so heavy, it crushes my sleep.

How do I hold this, a sorrow so vast,  
When memories of her are all that I have?  
My heart is a tomb, where her name is etched,  
A secret, a vow, that’s forever stretched.

I carry her absence, a wound in my chest,  
Each beat a reminder, that she’s laid to rest.  
But no one will know, not a soul will be told,  
In the still of the night, this pain forever grows.

My brother, my sister, they laugh and they live,  
Unaware of the grief I’ve no choice but to give.  
I walk with a shadow, a ghost by my side,  
In a world that moves on, while I break down inside.

A mother’s last wish, so quiet, so deep,  
Leaves me alone in a sorrow to keep.  
In the silence, I drown, in the dark, I remain,  
Bound by her love, in this infinite pain.
This one is very personal to me. My mothers dying wish... To let her death be known by no one but me. My siblings are not around while my she has breath in her lungs. They do not get to be there when she no longer does.
“Where were you?” I want to scream,
Through clenched teeth, against a distant dream.
You laugh, you live, you carry no chains,
Unseen, you are free from these bruising pains.

She whispered to me, only me, at her end,
Left me with words I can’t defend.
You weren’t there to feel her fading breath,
To witness the slow, soft steps toward death.

I carry the weight, the sorrow, the blame,
While you dance through life, without the shame.
Her voice lingers, soft as a wraith,
Leaving me torn between love and hate.

She asked for silence, a shroud unseen,
To bear her loss alone, as if in a dream.
I hold this burden close to my chest,
While you, untouched, move on at your best.

Do you feel her absence, hear her sigh?
Does her memory haunt you or pass you by?
A part of me resents the ease you feel,
While I stumble alone through a world so unreal.

I am her keeper, her secret grave,
Bound to the love that made me brave.
Yet, bitterness grows where peace should be,
An ache that burns yet sets me free.
This is a continuation of Silent Grief. Aimed at my siblings. This piece is very personal to me.
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