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Nanu 2m
You are too good for me
Maybe I should leave me,
But
how…
how can I
When I see how you love me,
How you care for me?

Maybe it's my selfishness
To hold you,
And maybe my helplessness too.

But all I can do
Is try
To be best of myself
For you.
They bore thee not in ease, but in crucible flame,
Nine moons of tempest, no laurels, no fame.  
Mood-swung maelstroms, spine cleft by steel,
Yet she bore thy breath no barter, no deal.

Anesthetic hush, then blade’s cruel hymn,
Scissor-born silence, backache grim.  
She sits not in solace, nor lies in grace,
Her vertebrae chant thy name in trace.

Father, the silent steward of coin and creed,
Barters his breath for thy school-need.  
He eats last, dreams less, buys none but thee,
Yet thou trade his love for a boy’s decree.

We, the heirs of sacrificial lore,
Sell legacy for lust, and ask no more.  
Hide truths in shadow, veil hearts in guile,
For a fleeting flame that lasts a while.

Doth he thy paramour, thy fevered muse  
Know thy soul’s ache, thy silent bruise?  
Will he rise at dawn to fetch thy cure,
Or vanish at dusk, love insecure?

Parents primordial poets of pain
Are cast to margins, cold disdain.  
We rage at their rebuke, spit at their plea,
Yet kneel to a lover’s tyranny.

When mother weeps, we turn our face,
But for a boyfriend’s silence, we lose grace.  
We beg, we bend, we break, we bleed
Yet for our parents, we sow no seed.

Shame be thy shroud, betrayal thy crown,
Where womb-born bonds are cast down.  
No lover’s touch, no whispered vow,
Can match the love they gave till now.

So let this verse be thy dirge, thy flame,
For children who forget their name.  
Return to the roots, the sacred tree
For none shall love as endlessly.
This poem is a dirge for forgotten roots — a lament for children who trade unconditional love for fleeting romance, who rage at parental care yet kneel to the whims of temporary affection. It honors the pain, sacrifice, and silent devotion of parents, especially mothers whose bodies bear the cost and fathers whose dreams are bartered for their children’s futures. A call to remember, to return, to revere.
vik Sep 7
i’ve been striding
this street for many a days,
but its grit tallowed dysthymia,
for mist thick enough to stifle noise
for mist thick enough to hide the Suns,

the cables hang,
entangled, taut!
your fingers, i cannot reach

o, my Creator

here lies the room in wait,
as clothes strewn as seiche-borne
meet a meagre bed of Dionysian dreams,
the wall slumps, tongue-tied, and i am
yet again
enduring haar that never soars.

just how much of me curls toward you,
and how much snaps away?
this street writhes before me,
smothered, sluggard, buggered,
its end inferred in grueling smog
this burden answers nothing
                                   *save the only question that matters,
                                     how much,
                                    am i shaped by thee,
                                                           ­              mother?
?
...and not for me but for my dad
the father which, for granted had
taken by his family,
both his sons and wife known lovingly

by the single candles light
the messages I've scribbled down
silent, they read, and so despite
the darkness of a moonless night

Who we are now, being the toll taken
on behalf and of each moment acquired
transformations take place, until we cease to be
in the positions symptomatic of what we desired
Written to Anna Von Hausswolf's song of the same title.
Rudo 2d
Tyres scratching the gravel
Skin taking over from the cool breeze
Clothes rubbing me back into existence
Everywhere I should feel warm
your cold heart stains
I can't lose you
Something I never had
Here we are
Dissolution
At the boundary that makes you you
And me chosen, without you
Yes, you gave birth to me
But guess what?
I had to rebirth me twice
Your love wasn't good enough
It turned out Mine was!
Rudo 4d
I can't speak the truth that feeds on my wounds
I can't say because I survive on his provision
My voice doesn't matter, who will value me
I weep inwards, salting this bitterness
I go crazy because I can never be truly free

I loop in his betrayal
To my heart
my mind
my soul
...
my body
I was evicted out of the only safe harbour I had

Grandma said no grandpa!
Our bodies and voices are being harvested by our own!
They are yours, for your pleasure only
At our expense you've found your glory
Inherited this suffering because you did anyway

To survive, we gaslight ourselves

I can't bare to continue to live with this truth
So I breathe from lies
I put on my glasses to bypass this irk
My kids need me
My kids need to survive this monster
Let me be brave
Let me be brave just enough to live on these lies
Because their lives depend on it!
I am not gone.
I rest in yellow.
I rest on all of your roads.

Lying still.
Waiting.

But my eyes
are no longer closed.
They tunnel and pierce
the waiting horizon.

For when you come,
even as a mirage,
I will know it is you.
See companion piece called 'Mile Marker 247'. This is a response poem from the Mother's perspective.
The radio counts miles in static and song.
Three hours of worn-out melodies
and a preacher selling salvation
for nineteen ninety-five, shipping included.

A beautiful billboard lawyer leans forward,
red lips inviting, blouse open
like she's selling more than legal services.
Need a lawyer? Janet Stone will fight for what you deserve.
Justice comes easy, she claims, just call the number.

Time rolls under my tires
like my mother's worn rosary beads.
Exit signs listing faded towns I knew,
before I stopped coming home
for Christmases, birthdays, funerals:
Millersville, Cedar Falls, etc.

The rich green hills fold and unfold
just as I remember,
etched and carved
by this black ribbon highway
that funnels me home.

Half an inch of cold coffee left,
the rest bleeding my white shirt brown.
Twenty miles to the Pine Fork Gas-N-Go
the billboard says,
but I'm tired,
running late,
and wearing my mistake.

Mile marker 247:
I'm thirty minutes from faces
that will ask about my life
like it's the weather.
Safe. Surface. Polite. Prying.

Nothing that acknowledges what we both know.
The only reason I would come back home
is currently at Blackstone Mortuary Services Inc.

Wearing her Sunday best.
Clutching her rosary beads.
Eyes closed.
Lying still.
A journey home
Shree Pandey Sep 13
Oh, what a pity
Mother never taught me the rule of being pretty.
I don’t know the rules of makeup,
I don’t know how to tie a bow ribbon.
I don’t have the pretty purses or skirts,
Nor the glasses, nor the shiny buttons.

Oh, what a pity—
What will I give to my daughter?
I have no secrets to be pretty,
No tricks with hair, no perfect bow ribbons.

Oh, what a pity—
Will she look down on me,
The way I look to momma?
She didn’t teach me to be pretty;
She taught me to be smart.

So what if I don’t know how to tie a bow ribbon?
I still know how to knot my laces.
So what if I don’t know how to curl my hair?
I still know how to make ponytails.
So what if I don’t know how to make different cuisines?
I still know how to cook for myself.

Not everything needs to be passed down;
Some things need to be acquired.
I’ll pass on my experiences to her,
And we’ll learn together on this journey.
No one knows everything,
But everyone knows something.

I’ll give her what she needs,
And teach her to acquire the rest.
As She’ll grow into a woman someday.

Oh, what a pity—
Is it everything to just be pretty?
I’ll teach her how to be her own hero,
To be her own model,
To be whatever she wants.

Being pretty, being smart,
Being casually funny,
Feeling sad, crying,
Learning, lying...
I’ll teach her all the colors of the spectrum,
To let her find her own color.

But first, I’ll find mine.
And surely, she’ll find hers too—
After all, She'd my daughter.

"Oh, what a pity"
Is something she’ll never have to say.
Because being pretty
Is not as important as she’ll one day guess.



Wrote on 27/01/25
Bekah Halle Dec 2024
When I asked my mother
What she sees when she looks at me,
She fondly replied: “My girl!”
Warmth filled my heart.
With those worthy words,
Such a visceral response received.
Is that what truth and joy feel like?



~ Love ~
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