The eyes on me like bats on the ceiling
No where to run, away from feeling
Judged I am for every mistake
From this dream when I'll awake
I see you there with those eyes
Waiting and waiting and waiting
For the time of goodbyes

I've made a mistake
Left for my own sake
Now I'm alone
Beaten to bone
And here my heart does ache

I'm sorry my dear,
I can't keep you here.
But in the future I promise,
You'll live in peace.
I can't bare you now,
But someday somehow,
I'll love you endlessly...
For now, wait patiently.
Please wait for the right time,
Where no life is in line.
The day will come
But don't hurry little one.
Dream for now,
We will welcome you, but not now.

I admit
I made
a mistake
But the only one I owe
an apology to
is myself
So there's no reason
for you
to wait
If I said
I'm sorry
that's not how I felt

I bathe in my past mistakes to remind myself that they are there.
    
            - The wine is hard to wash off my skin.

A tickle on the earlobe
Subtle enough to be inconspicuous
Draws the attention of
Subconscious being.
Whisper with the essence of
Sweetness enchants the prey
To surrender its leash.
A tactician of great wisdom
Does not fail to miss the chance
To behold his reign on a pawn,
A sacrificial entity drawn out
Of its freedom in
Hopes to resurrect
As a queen.
Its demise, nonetheless,
Is that of a tragic hero.