i watch birds fly every day
i watch cars drive every day
i watch planes soar through the sky every day

i watch people falling through the ground every day
a few times a week i see children morph into nightmares
a few times a month i see my friends walk through walls
every so often i can smell a church burning down somewhere

every once in a while everything goes quiet
all the colors around me shift either 4 shades darker or 2 shades lighter
lighter
i want to be lighter
i want to be able to lift off the ground just like the birds

i want to be so light that i can slither through molecules
as thin as a paper

i want to walk through walls
i want to morph into something scarier than my nightmares
i want to remember what it feels like to not be scared of falling through the floor

i want to burn down a church

and then cry and beg for forgiveness at the feet of the lord

i had to, i'm sorry.
it was the only way to feel like he's truly gone.

i want to be high on the feeling of screaming at the top of my lungs.
but i can't find anything that raises me up enough to feel that.
diphenhydramine morphs children into nightmares.
dextromethorphan makes people fall through the ground and walk through walls
the devil himself makes me remember the smell of a
church
        burning
                 down
but i've never seen a church burn down

perhaps it's just my mind manifesting my thoughts into physical sensations

I wish you had proved me wrong
Deep within my conciousness
I floated

Opening every door I came across
All of the forseen options
like chess moves

Knowing all of this, I'm too in-tune
I manifested this outcome
Without even wanting to

Thats the hidden side of being concious
You manifest what you think

I was thinking of you

Now the challenge is to grow
Untainted

The Other Side

Look through me so that I can see you
naturally
Surprise me
Do not hinder your reveal

I appreciate your humanness

The blood that sings when you think of me in golden evenings

I know.

That you can hear me learning
I feel your brain’s creativity on my spine

That is beauty speaking to the core
Growing one breath at a time
before we meet again

The Pyramid is the Messenger
   of the Spirit world after we pass on.
We all must resolve to consecrate
   our actions to the Pyramid there.
The Orb is the handmaid that
   every soul is given for its care.

DESIROUS DESIRES MANIFESTATION, I DON'T WANT TO STRUGGLE NO MORE


All I want
and need is
money, let
more money
come for
me, I don't
want to be
known
without owning
plenty of
money on
my accounts.

All I ever
want was
money, not
fame,
everybody
knows my
name then
locate me
with flooding
Wealth.

Let my money
pill up every
morning. I
don't want to
struggle no
more.
I
want more more
money.
Money on
my mind,
money on
my bank.

Money in
my home,
money on
my pockets.
On
all my boxes.
Money all
over me.

I'm swimming
in money, the
universe
locate me
with riches and
plenty wealth.

All good
tidings in
the universe
locate me
in abundance.

Like a
powerful magnet,
I attract all
my desires,
in great
abundance.
Gold, diamonds,
and all the great
gem stones
are attracted
by my soul.

Here's plenty
riches in the
universe and
there's plenty
more for me.

Today is
filled with
possibilities and opportunities
and I'd seize it.

I attract favor
from all the
edges of the
universe.

There's true
love in the
Universe, and it
find me with more blessings.

The more
success and
money I have,
the more
humble and capable
I become of my
responsibilities.

I Attract
riches and
plenty wealth
that surround
the universe.

Money is
my servants,
money is my
best friend,
my cronies.
I'm fond
of success.

Money all
over me.
Success is
my leader,
been led to
succeed.

No more struggles
My
life is so much
better, no
more tears,
buried all my
pains in the
cemetery, sent
all my worries to
the penitentiary.

My life is free
of sorrows.
I saved treasures
for tomorrow
b'cuz the future
is mine. I'd be
a blessing to
many.

No
amount of
riches or
wealth could
over cover
my mind to
not maintain
humility.
I
agreed
these attracts
wealth and
greatness and I
desire unlimited
for me.

Let all
these be
for me.
A positive
mind manifests
all hopes.

As my
faithful heart
makes my
wishes come true.
Amen!
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