You're my best friend
You're my glow
And come winter
You're my snow

You're my canvas
You're my paint
My arms are to catch you
If you faint

You're my oxygen
You're my air
When you have a problem
know I care

When you feel lost
And can't find the light
I'll be here
to help you fight

If some stupid boy
Gives your heart an ache
I promise his tombstone
Will not be fake

You're fourteen now
Eleven when we met
And over those years
You're the one I don't regret.

You're my best friend
And I love you
And come hard times
I know you love me too.

One year.
It's been
one year
without you
down here;
One year
full of
sadness and grieving
and tears.
One year of
questions, disbelief
and acceptance.
One year,
and I've learned
to count my blessings.
One year -
I pray that wherever
the afterlife takes us,
well I hope
that's where you are
and I hope
you're happy there,
because we
sure as hell miss you
Here.
One year.

So I guess it was just your demons talking
Or was it YOU that was mocking
With my emotions you played
To you I was just prey
You knew that I was broken
But still those awful words were spoken
I LOVE YOU
But of course none of it was true
Why did you want to Make me blue
Why did you want to leave another scar
Is that really who you are
Another deceiver
Another meat cleaver
To chop parts of me away
Was I your dragon you had to slay
I'm in awe of why you done it
Guess you really didn't give a ****
I was already broken
Guess you just wanted a token

I never thought it'd be you.

I never thought I'd fall in love,
At least not after the heartbreak of last time.

I never thought I'd meet
Someone like you,
Who would change me so quickly.

Someone like you,
Who listens, knows, and cares
About what I'm feeling
And why.

Someone whom I can trust
And rely on, no matter what,
No matter when,
And know for a fact that they
Will never leave my side.

Someone like you,
Whom others would know
As a close friend,
Or maybe even a best friend.

I never thought I'd be saying this,
But you're more than a friend,
My love runs so much deeper.

I never thought I'd fall for someone,
As great as my best friend.

I never thought it'd be you.

When I'm with you,
My worst anxieties go away.
My tears turn to laughter.
My wrath turns to bliss.
You make me smile,
Till my cheeks begin to sore.
I've lost track of time
Because being with you,
And the enjoyment i have
With your company
Makes time fly

I could, write to you everyday.
I think you're so so so great.
You deserve more than just me,
To tell you that.
Everyone should be trying
To treat you like gold.
And cherish you, like diamonds.
I look into your eyes every now and then.
And, looking into them. just you.
Pull at my heartstrings.
I basically become a bit lovesick.
Your smile, wow your smile.
It's like the sun lighting up the sky.
So when I look at you,
I see everything I'll ever need.

A warm coffee mug
A shot made of blue
A blanket gives a hug
A poem rings true
The day is long
You’d think I’d get a clue
My heart gives a tug
When I think of you
These poems get longer
Though the words stay the same
As I’m left to wonder
Why you’re so far away
Yet it’s still a good morning
It’s still a good day
Because you’ve read this poem
And know I’m not going away ;)

•run•

I'm writing on this water-stained page
to tell you how much I've missed you
since you've been away.
And I hope you know:
I wish I could have stayed.
But baby,
you never even met me halfway.

You've got a lot of nerve
to keep coming back;
things were going fine
as they were,
And then
Just like that -
you come running
and say you miss me, too.

**** you.
You must know
there's nothing I wouldn't do.

But honey,
you're no good for me,
you never were;
I guess we jumped the gun.

I'm better than what we've done -
And now it's my turn
to run.

It's still us
It's still you
It's still I love you
Won't ever change

It's still us
It's still me
It's still I miss you
Won't ever stop

How I wish you know
How I wish you  know....

It's me keeping myself staying away from you
It's me keeping myself not looking for you
It's me keeping myselft trying not to talk to you again

But in the end
After a while
I realize
This love is still yours....
Yours...
Yours to keep...