a hate as hungry as this
consumes me whole
it keeps feeding on what remains
of the empty void you carved out
in my chest with the blade of betrayal
but, I knew what to do
to keep my lungs moving
after your departure
and ever since, I've hated you
as strong as I ever loved you...
for that is the only emotion
that allows me to live
(for my children)
in your stead
and so, my darling,
you have to know that...
I FCKN HATE YOU!
