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Ria 4d
To be in the middle is to be surrounded
By warmth, love, acceptance
I am in the middle
I have never felt so alone
Two friend groups clash
I observe
I keep to myself
I refuse to take a side
I am in the center of everything
Yet I am all alone
star 5d
clair de lune 6.9.25 (7:13 pm / 19:13)
i never knew how lonely it could be
to sleep alone
i never knew how scared i would be
it’s pathetic, i know

but i’ve known you all your life
and you almost all of mine
i never knew how afraid i’d be without you

last night i held the moonlight in my hands
letting it drip through my fingers
and watching your empty bed

last night i read a ****** mystery
and then stayed up
you were not there, you were not sleeping with me
like my guardian angel

i never knew how much i could want you back
my moonlight

playing: r.e.m. by ariana grande
hehe idk im sad i know
Ria 5d
I sit alone
In my bed
Wrapped in a blanket, four walls, and a beautiful home
I have never felt so alone
Will I ever get better?
I want to slice the pain into my arms
and a mother who loves me
and for someone I could talk to
literally anyone
I am drowning and I am begging for help
Ria 5d
In school my mind wonders
Why am I so different?
Do these people hate me?
I just want to go home
Instead I go to my favorite teachers office
Whether he is there or not I take a seat
I put my airpods in
And for a few minutes
I can breathe
O city, once a heavenly sight,
How did you fade into soulless night?
O my friend, what can I say?
All was lost to a mighty wave.
Yet I remain to carry the tale
Of the city that all once hailed.
My friend, there was a time
When love flew like a rhyme.
Now deathly silence echoes like a grime,
Yet I say, I am fine.
O Lord, what is my crime?
All I wanted was just to shine.
O moon, still within my sight,
Just tell me… I am right.
O friend listening to my tale
Tell me how can I not wail
O city full of gritty
Let me tell you are the most pretty
alex 5d
It’s always better
to be completely alone
than to feel alone
in a group of people.
Ria 7d
If God is up there
I wonder what he thinks
I wonder why he messed up my face
And made my mother cry
And why he sent that evil boy to my house
And why he took my grandfather
Despite everything
I wonder why he filled my heart with so much love
And why he made the boy I love so much the boy I cannot be with
Sophie Jun 6
The walls of stone staggered,
as those innocent looking eyes
sought an entry
into my inner world.
If a brick was dislodged,
the whole fence fell.
If a spring flower blossomed
out of an icy condition.
“Pluck it out, stomp on it.”
The manner in which he spoke,
its softness, its kindness a ruse.
Walls of stone crumbled.
Ice dissipated into mist.

Closed my eyes, my ears,
and shut out all my senses.
He reached out,
brought me a bouquet of spring flowers,
and a rhythm of the seasons.
A man like that was worth a chance.
Kalliope Jun 6
To breathe but not explode,
A feeling a time bomb will never know.
Exposed without safety,
Of course I'm ******* crazy.
The panic is attacking,
A safe space I am lacking.
That's just her behavior,
Way too stubborn to accept a savior.
After the scene is said and done, there's no one left around- I'm the only one.
I write to be real
In life I'm just convenient
duck Jun 6
walking without a destination,
head down, shoulders slumped.
towards a path of damnation,
my true calling is to get dumped.
nobody's my one and only salvation,
and so i clench my hands into fists,
the feeling that's boiling up- frustration.
life is scaring me with its twists,
vacations don't feel like vocations.
my eyes darting everywhere,
terrified, not knowing my location.
making up places like "here" or "there",
my pathetic excuse of motivation,
is nothing but lies atop of lies.
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