she acted like she didn't know
that's why i let go
..i let go of the dreams
i let go of her
..it's no sad story
but the mad story that wakes me up
to realize my bed is cold

The day I let her go
I couldn’t breathe no more
She had just blew her last breath,
The breath that kept me strong and stable
Her positive energy had left me negative and unmendable.
Light became dark, my blood flow stopped…

In a split second my skin was grey
With no regret in her eyes she turned away
Her shoulders froze, I burned.
I had to burn alone in a fantasy we built
With lost souls holding my feet.
Ashes of my heart, life was meaningless…

Hopes and dreams became sore memories
The future was bleak, lost in thousand galaxies,
Life had yet again robbed me happiness,
Though we had to reach this point someday
She meant to me more than the sun to a day.
Tears sealed my eyes shut, pity she never knew…

some people say letting go of someone you love is hardest thing to do;
but i say otherwise.

letting you go was the best decision i have ever done. it is because letting you go is also like letting myself go.

i know you are not right for me and having myself hold onto you just drags my heart like an anchor into the deepest and darkest abyss.

and you, knowing i love you and you don't feel the same because there is already that other person whom you let hold your heart with you.

i may have not gotten the chance to hold your heart, but i gave us both the chance to be free.

now, i am free to find the right one and now you are free to love that someone.

my smile is no longer fake, my heart is now unbound, my mind is finally made up, my tears no longer present, and i can now walk away with a satisfied smile.

Little Girl
You Can Let Go Now.

I Promise To Take Care Of Your
Body While You're Away Visiting
The Gods,Seeking For Answers
While I Help Your Soul Seek Happiness.
I've Seen You Struggle For Way To Long Now.
Look,It's Okay To Feel Sus.
I'll Take Over From Here.

Little Girl.
You Can Let Go Now.

People always claim they want to be free…
Free from their job constraints…
Free of their relationships…
Free of their pressures…
Free to love who they want…
Free to do what they want…
Free to be what they want…
Care free…

What we don’t realize is it is our choices…

Our choices to change,
be content, be present,
to be authentic that allows us to be free.
Freedom is you and everything you want it to be.
So what are you waiting for?
Be free.

The flight with you was out of this world
I wouldn't want to live in again
The following information isn't relevent
But I think I owe you an explanation              
Every second of every minute of every day was a mistake
I wouldn't accuse you for wasting my time
You made me want a wildlife
Free of charge ready for your collection
Except I wasn't ready to go yet or ready to leave yet
I will not ask you to wait and set me free
I will not ask you to stand by my side as my friend
I will not ask you to come find me
I'll look into the mirror and fade away      
I'll ask you to forgive me and move on
Because I'm never gonna come back

I wanna hear you knock at my door
I'll let you in I promise
Just say the magic words and step through
Trust me and let yourself go
Tell me what you feel
Tell me your ambitions
Tell me anything and everything
Pour your heart out to me
And I will listen to every word of it
And I will never judge I promise
Hold on to me I have nothing else to offer.
I have nowhere else to be
Trust me and let go.