I found peace in your absence,
Sought solace within the silence.
And discovered my softness, despite your storms.

You didn’t like that.

You tried to ruin me.
You had no right to try and sabotage my peace after your exit from my life,

Which at the end of the day was your choice.

So against your best efforts,
Your chaos did not win against my peace.

I will continue to hold on to my peace.

Caught up in your words
Stuck in the back of my throat

Kiss me, like you loved me
F*ck me, like you hate me

I can feel you carving into me
Etched in my heart

Im still a slave to your words
Im still bound to these dreams

It was your, your words, your hatred that ended it all
It was my:
hurt,
devotion
To make sure i survived you.

Go ahead encourage your twisted little lies. Tell them all what a failure i am when you're the one lost in your heart.

Go ahead and do those bad things to me.
It was a new way to bleed and in the end..

I survived..