this feeling of
upset,
frustrated,
sad,
misunderstood,
mad --
just makes me want
to rip my hair out of my head
and punch something.
knowing i full well
do not have the strength
to do
either.
i would break my knuckles
punching something,
and hurt my hands trying to
pull all my hair out.
im too weak.
that's what this was all about anyway,
im mad because im weak,
im sad because im too quiet,
im frustrated because no one hears me!
no one truly understands
my brain
and that will never change
no matter what i do.
no one but me is in here.
i feel things loudly,
and it feels like
im being swallowed
by multiple intense
feelings
all at
once.
and it's just too much,
for one girl.
one brain.
one heart.
one voice.
it makes me want to yank my hair out
and punch something
until my knuckles are red and ******.
this is not edited, just checked. its very raw, my feelings are just really big right now and i don't know what to do with them.
date wrote: 13/7
