Rejection is an earworm
Playing in your head,
"Not here, not now."
Sharpen the pencil lead.

you inspired me you always do,
I'm excited that I met you,
you make me smile,
you make me laugh,
thank you for being my other half.

The saying
The old saying goes
Whatever cleanses your soul
Do it
But what if trying to get there
You find yourself
Burried under bricks
And countless number of
Screws found loose under your pillow
And sorrys that never get too sad
Incase you didnt notice
And goodbyes that carry no weight because you never truly
Leave anyone
Speechless
Or
Or
The old nylon sheets
That creep under the opening
Of black tongues taunting
And whisper making
Again and again
You taunt me
Remembering all the old
You lost me
You really did lose me
I lost you
I really did loose you
And with no regret on your end
That i can find
And only
Stuck unhappy
And on fire
With noone to call on
Between manic and depressed
No one to stare at
So it took this test
To arrive at
This place I call Destiny
Still unsure
Of whats left of me
Knowing the End
Is just the beginning
And I can fly to new heights
If i choose too
But i really dont want to give
up on losing you
I said
The old saying goes
What leaves will come back
And what stays is
Old and dead anyways
Did you fly from me
Cuz you're so far ahead
I can't even see
And your rocky stash
Of pillows ive awoken to
Has preformed
Magic many times before
You're just not at the door
And i don't think I can make it
Without your sword
Can I borrow it?
I'll give it back in just
A little bit
you see I'm going into battle again
With these demons and my monsters
With another woman
And the old saying goes
News is what bought her back
The end .