#insane poems on Hello Poetry

IlsuonomeèKate Apr 2019

I was writing my words
Binding thoughts in my mind
As my head goes insane
So does my lyrics was

I couldn't understand it
I told myself I should feel it
The thing I don't want to feel
I have to bear it to be free

Am I a ****** or just disturbed
Crazed about my feelings in me
I see darkness above the day
And see the light under the night

Is it fine if I surrender?
My mind is madly crazy
Even myself couldn't read it
Cause I'm a man full of sorrows

I see myself as a failure
I couldn't blame myself for it
Thinking too much was my hobby
But it was never a good choice for me

I do what I say in my mind
And I say everything in my thoughts
Forgive me for I was a hindrance
For I am an unbalanced person

I couldn't help myself

#insane #crazy #****** #sorrow

Sketcher Apr 2019

Day 10

You are back.
               back in our city.
               back in my time zone.
                             my beautiful baby.
          Soon to be my own again.
          Soon to be in my arms again.
          Soon, her and I, and nobody else.
                                   I won’t have to share her.
Her body will be mine.
                  Will she enjoy our time?
                           She will!
                                   Will I?
               Of course I will.             And I shall take every  course  of action to make sure she enjoys herself.
She will.
     I will.
     I will be in heaven.
                         Heaven will be on earth.
                          I hope I will see her soon.        That is my only hope.
      Without my hope, my lover, my everything, I am sure to go insane.
    How can I tell?
   Is it what I can feel?
     Or what I can’t?
                       Can’t you see it?
                    I think you can...
                    I am losing all control...
                    I am going insane...
                    I am.

Ngssg3 Oaekm Tbeie Blhl: Eeel( Itri< Noin/

I made a language... Can you decode???

#insane #insanity #mental #healthy #problem #problems #crazy #craziness

Nikolas Apr 2019

Cold water & dusk

This sky is so grey,
Above this big bay.
The water is cold,
The ice cream is sold.

The beach has its spirit,
Like people should fear it.
My shirt caught in the wind,
As air progressively thinned.

Lost my breath in the sea,
My look hit a palm tree.
As i started to sink,
I had no time to think.

Now I'm just swimming endlessly,
Moving around carelessly.
But as I sprint away,
My soul is as empty as the bay.

#sea #beach #insane #confused #lonely #water

Jupiter Mar 2019

save me

I wish I could escape,
this awful life of mine,
shape a different fate,
in another time.

what's the point of god,
sitting upon his mighty spot?
if when he looks down,
he turns my pain up a notch.

so now I sit in silence,
upon this high up rock,
I wonder if I jumped,
would anyone be shocked?

I'm often pushed to the side,
i feel like I'm insane,
so when I take my leap,
the world should hang its head in shame.

#upset #blamed #insane #die

anna Mar 2019

borderline

shadows dance around my room.

it's a party of darkness through which I must sleep. the noisy fists incessantly pound on fleshy white periosteum- I’m bleeding.

I'm gasping from inebriation and
blurred vision the party induced,

tripped up steps on drowsy meds- my memory, now abaited
replaced by these
dark guests

my chest
lurched, poised and ready to jump over the edge of my rib cage.

and I'd **** for water,
but all the bartenders offer
are straight jackets, quetiapine fumarate and more paranoia.

there's only room for one person in here.
but there are two voices I hear.

pseudoneurotic schizophrenia

#love #sadness #heartbreak #insane #mental #illness #mentalillness #schizophrenia #poetry

Mercury Mar 2019

INSANITY

Inside the minds who **** for fun.
No words left, my body feels numb.
Still I lay, my breath delays, I am his prey
And my fingers decay.
Nobody will find me nobody will dare
Inside his fists, are locks of my hair
The blood runs deep he feels the effects
Yes not just crazy, but more complex

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#crazy #sad #feelings #emotional #emotions #insane #poetry #poems #anger #hate

Tony Tweedy Mar 2019

Despair... An Intermediate Guide

I cant fight any more.... I'm done.
My own mind assaults me and it knows my weaknesses.
The gaping wounds in my thoughts are constantly re-opened.
I wonder which side of sanity I live on and I despair....
What if I am sane?
What if this is reality and my vision clear?
My refuge then must surely be insanity?
Or am I already there?

#despair #lost #sanity #insane #defeat #weakness #insanity

Alek Mielnikow Mar 2019

Introjection

You know the words
make little sense.
But they replay
over and over and over
in your head.
And no matter
how much you could just
let it go,
just let it all go,
the pain of what they said
still grows.

-
by Aleksander Mielnikow

When I first wrote this poem it was called (You know the words…), which is my go-to way of naming a poem that does not have a title. Due to technical difficulties I was unable to post the poem when I wanted to. In the week that proceeded I learned about the psychology term "introjection," and realized it was the right title to use.

#abuse #psychology #crazy #insane #insanity #pain #parents #anxiety #depression #depressed

Char Blackmon Mar 2019

Insane Memory Lane

You said I can call
That you will always be there
After the storm washed away
My pain
I looked around and guess what?
You were not there
In my most time of despair
Your shoulder disappeared
Left me like dust
Just particles in the wind
Plant my seed
Positively in my mind
Even at my worst
I think about our times
I believed you
When you said u will always be here
Now I face the lies
That divides us with time
Why me?
Why do I get deceived?
I’m not perfect
Hell I never pretended to be
After our honeymoon
I couldn’t find you
I searched all over
Just to find you
Far away you are
Your heart pure as day
In someone else’s presence
I dreaded this day
A nightmare I live
Just to live to breathe again
The one I love
The one that is no longer here
I played the fool
Red shoes I wore
Clowned on my endeavors
Tears flowed for your lonesome
Alone again
Twice a day
365 days
7 days a week
I fall short
Reminiscing on our memories
Once you said
You will always be here
Words just engraved into my mind
Lies that’s overpowered by time
Here you say always
Just another memory
Hidden with pain
I remembered you said always
Just worlds with no meaning
Too busy
Clear to see
A broken wing
Mended with freedom
Swallowed by grace
Just lonely ole me
With a scare
That curves your name
A scar that reminds me
Love hurts more than pain
Insane insane
No meaning to memory lane
Just me left
Surrounded by pain
To **** a mocking bird
That’s the name
Insane insane

(SharChar)

#insane #brain