How brilliant is the ring
valuable and much cost
but not everyone can own it
How you used to it and created it
There is a heart are valuable
To find it than the rings to make it
but if you lost your heart
it's hard to regain again.
The times that you are remains
I will always look up with you
but you're not here.
And you are with someone else
I will realize how much it's painful in my lost.
Please stop reminisce
let me go from my tears and shadows.
Set my spirits from real love
not from own perspective and ego.
Not by selfishness
but in good ways
From my freedom,
my innocent,
joy and lights
Please stop the spoken way of hurting
let me go with the greatest love
not by hurts.
Bring me life not executions
but life is a gifts
not a hidden tolerance for a way of living
but air and wisdom.
If you have someone else
please tell me
so that I will learned to forget you.
If you don't want me again
please say to me
so that I will banished myself away from you.
If you don't love me
please say it so that I can let you go.
I gave you my words
and my trust with you
why I'm always earn of tears
That keeps me hurting so deep.
Another day comes again
I am hunting some more joy again
from going through
where I have hopes
but it's gone in my eyes
can't never see you again
will I always let it go.
If you don't love me
please don't used me
like it's never really been before
caused my heart keeps bleeding
in a secretly ways of pain
that you always do.
I wished to forget
If it's not the same way anymore
Maybe I'm not worth it
unlike you did before,
because it's wasted my time
to fill my tears everywhere
and doom my dreams.
I wished to be smiled again
like I never been in the saddest before
if smile canโt be here
I wanted to leave out
from those shadows in my head.
Time goes by
always been missing you
but it was hurts
when itโs breaks away
like it will never be the same again.
Every minute,
every hour of the day
without you in my sight,
I can't breathe
through no air
but touching the pain again.
I can't help myself but
I have to be strong,
nothing else is hurts inside
but always feel dies
And let go
no matter what I do
even hidden behind
the smiles that pretend
and in the eyes that shed tears
The arrow pointing to hunting again
when turned away
there is still an arrow from the sky
to shoot the innocent heart
Were only looking for happiness
there is still an arrow
to **** the moment of happiness
that I have waited for so long
in life
even if I run
karma has an arrow
to stop the way
I see these pains
that I donโt want to feel
why is there an arrow in me
that will hit to hurt again and again
why is the hit of the arrow
an arrow of stopping love
while the love is truly real
there is an arrow
to bleed from pain
because of true love
is an arrow in my heart.
Written: 6.9.2023