I'm losing control
I'm letting it all go
It's slipping through
My fingers now
Everything I believe

There's just too much to hold
My burdens feel so heavy
I'm just not strong enough
I'm too weak to hold on any longer

You told me I could do it all
So I did, but you were wrong
Now my faith is scattered
And I don't know how
To pick up all these pieces

I haven't let go
I don't want to
But I can't hold on alone
Everything is already slipping
Spinning out of control
And I need
CONTROL

I wish to pick up a rock
and know what it’s thinking
to feel its vibration
to hear not in words
but feelings strong.
I wish to pick up a rock
and know everything.

I wish I could hold a flower
and know what it’s thinking.
To feel its vibration
to smell its fragrance
of words in heart.
I wish to pick up a flower
and know everything.

I wish I could hold a bird
and know what it’s thinking.
To feel its vibration
To hear not words
but sweet song.
I wish to pick up a bird
and know everything.

all i want is for my hands to hold you.

When i loved you i loved u in a way that no one ever
could.
Same as it is.
When u judged me i died in a way that no one ever
could.