I’m never someone’s muse

I always write about everyone else but I never get a single word about me

I want to be seen

And not just with eyes but with art

You always send me wings from heaven and hearts in the earth

Perhaps if I patch all the wings I’ve collected I could fly my way to you and we can pick up where we left off

I miss you for eternity

My hair whips around like seaweed in the salty air

I stare out at the ocean and all my thoughts slow to a subtle current

I can’t help but wonder what will happen when I have to pry myself away from the ocean and back to the real world

What will my thoughts do?

Will they take over me like they have many times before?

Or will they stay at a subtle pace..

I find myself doing things more thoroughly just so I can take my mind off you

Whether it’s by the way I bruh my hair or clean my room

By the way I brush my teeth and clean the dishes

I’m trying everything just so I can put my mind at ease

Likes, loves and reposts make me happy
but trending makes my day,
Eagerly wait to receive a sun -
Maybe I am just another content creator!

We all weave dreams of a perfect mate,
an unseen face, a destined fate.
Sometimes life grants the wish we hold,
sometimes the story turns untold.

Yet love survives where hearts can bend,
with patience, care, and wills to mend.
Forgiveness heals, respect will stay,
and storms of life are kept at bay.

For joy is not in dreams alone,
but in the balance two hearts own.
A life of peace, both hand in hand,
is where true love will always stand. 🌹

— Usha Maniar

I lay in bed at night, imagining you next to me

You’re 634 miles away

And i know all you imagine is her in your arms

Why can’t i get you out of my head

Why can’t i accept that we won’t be more than friends

Why can’t i accept that you chose her over me

What does she have that i don’t

You said you loved me as a sister

𝘚𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳

Not as anything more

Which i get because you like her

But i can only wish that it was me you liked… 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥.. instead