don’t worry bout me
just worry bout yourself
i know you seen me with somebody else
right by my side
wishing you were mine
but boy you know it’s past your time

it’s sad to say
karma got in your way
who can you blame
but yourself

you’re the reason i moved on
your the reason i found the right one

he ain’t you

treats me better than i deserve
loves me harder
like i’m worth
more than enough
to be his girl
this world i’m living is a fairytale
i don’t know
what i did
to deserve a man like this
an angel sent from heaven
i guess god heard my prayers

AMEN

memories scarred in my brain
it’s getting easier to erase
the memory of you
and how i was made the fool
i was too young and naive
what i faced
i couldn’t believe
....

he has a darkness in him;
secrets that would leave
your heart cold.
the truth is, he’s broken.
loss is something he knows.
—
when you lose someone
that close to you,
you only ask for what
you need to survive without
that light.
but what you need to survive
ends up hurting you
and costing your life.
—
the reality is,
he was doomed from the start.

They imagined Him again
And again
And again

They tried to replace Him with Her
But They couldn’t
He just kept coming back

They Never took interest in Dolls
Or Castles
Or princes and Princesses

They played King of the hill
with the Guys
Pretended that They were a Knight

They felt and looked awkward in Dresses, the Feminine makeup
Or Long hair

They wore button ups tucked into black, Combing Back hair
And tightening a Necktie

They would cringe at the sound of Their voice,
Their laugh

And hope that They could slip by as Their self
Despite it all

They had denied
Denied
Denied

Just androgynous
Repeatedly
They lied

They lied
They lied
They lied

Make Him go away

Make Her go away

What were They supposed to tell Their loved ones

He loves me

He loves me not

He loves me
                                 
He loves me not

He loves me

He loves me not

He loves me.


   He left.

I picked the words out of his soul one by one
Then I instantly put them back
Because he didn’t know who he was

a weak flame in the heart is worth
he is still alive he is still breathing
death is not soon death is not close
eyes will not be closed at all
for every sand every day
every day in my closed hands

a weak flame in the heart is worth
he stands he keeps on his feet
there will be no end
there will be eternal eternal light around lights
there will be no end
there will be forever happiness only we alone

22.12.18

He had never seen her
Nor had she faced him before
But they were seeing the same setting sun
And feeling the same awakening of love

He had the first sight of her
She too looked at him
But Before they could talk
Sun had set and it was time
To return back

Next day, back to the place where they initially met
But this time, a little bit early
This is how the strangers became friends
And the sunset point a place to meet everyday


Their talk grew tall
The duration stretched long
Their friendship reached new height
And finally they felt love