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Rafael Melendez Oct 2015
Suddenly I could taste her breath in the air, almost as if I had just kissed her.
But I hadn't, I was alone in my bed.

I'm haunted, by some sort of phantom pain.
Why does the past haunt us?
Why does it come by your door
With fast knocks
And each beat echoes the one in your chest
Why does it hold you captive,
finding you in your most vulnerable state
Points your face into the mirror
And when you look it's not you that you see.
You see the bruises
You see the tears
You see the scars.
You see the fears
You see the flaws
And imperfections
And losses
And it tosses you around you think you might go crazy.
You look at the image and it pulls you in.

The past
The past has gone
But it goes by
The past should be forgotten
But it does not
It lingers somewhere in you, creeping inside you.
Hiding in the very space of where your soul lies.
The worst thing is
At that moment
when it knocks on your door
It's you who opens it
It's you who let it enter
You're to blame
Because you let it
Into your mind
And into your soul
As if it were invited
Because you let it sit
In the parts of you that wish to rest
Because you let it fill all your hollow spaces
And it slowly traces
Your lines, both straight and not.
And not too soon you've been consumed by
The past

The past is in you
And you want it gone
It lingers
It stays
And you hate it
How do you get it out of a vessel that has become its home?
How... That is the question.

And your choice is the answer

Do you let it stay?
Or do you push it away
Try to flush it out of your system
Try to forget it
And put it where it belongs
The past.  It belongs in the past.
It belongs in itself.
It is destined to end where it starts
It is destined to circulate in its very limits
The past is designed to be put back
To be in the past.
The past belongs in the past.

I tell myself
Again and again
The past is in the past
The past is in the past
But sometimes my bad grammar visits and i say
The past was in the past
The past was in the past
But then again no, I scream.
Put it where it belongs

I may never be a victor in this war against the past,
but I know this.
I am the present.
You are the present.
We are something the past could never reach
We are the very thing the past dreamed to be
Or dreaded to be

We are the nightmare of the past
We are stronger than the past.
You and I
Trust me.
trying and venturing out on the feels of spoken word
quiet Sep 2015
you’re scared.
you know you’re scared.
you want this feeling.
this “going to a haunted house mid-october” feeling
where you know you’ll be afraid, but go inside the anyway.
this haunted house isn’t anything you can predict,
you know there will be sudden changes.
but you go into the house anyway
because you know no matter what happens inside,
you will come out at the end
and you will be okay.
Dillon huey Sep 2015
I can hear the voices calling me to the gallows, and so speaks my soul.
Softly whispering my darkest secrets
for anyone listening close enough to hear.
Everything I've wanted to keep hidden from everyone, out in the open, hot summers air.
I hear the executioner walking as I wait to take my last breath and fall through the floor.
He reaches the platform, asks me to speak my final words.
Again I find words coming out of my mouth I'm not consciously speaking, everyone falls silent,
he pulls the lever, the floor drops, and my neck snaps.
I wake up from my disillusion only to find myself back where I started.
Searching.
Trapped in my head searching for an escape that is seemingly impossible to find.
No one can save me from this, surrounded by the demons that haunt my thoughts.
I have to overcome them, I have to overcome this.
I won't let them consume me.
I can only save myself.
It's time to remove this hollow mask, shed the shell of who I was and become who I know I need to be.
I've been searching for a savior for far too long,
I am what I've been searching for all this time.
I've been a slave to my demons, letting my conscious existence blur.
I'm taking back control,
until history repeats itself once more.
ZL Sep 2015
she will always be gone,
by your side, but alone.

she will always stray,
always searching for a better day.

she will always leave
so cherish her now please.

she will remember you the most,
love her now, or haunted will be her ghost.
Marissa Kohlman Aug 2015
Whispered voices fill the halls
Ghostly hands reach from the walls
And yet my heart, it feels no fear
As I seek out the voice I hold so dear

Icy fingers grasp my arms
Gasping voices promise harms
I fight against them with each step
You can’t have me, not quite yet

But then I see your shadowed face
Veiled in a web of spider lace
So then, my dear, I’m much too late
And with a final kiss, you seal my fate….
Poem 4 in my "What Dreams May Come" poetry writing challenge.  The challenge is to write poems based on your dreams from the night before.  For more details please see my profile.  I'd love to have you join in the fun!
The haunted room was his. The haunted room was always his.
“A haunted room, fit for a haunted man,” they said, and the key hung untouched for months upon the hook, gathering dust and rust, and waiting for the day Topher Weiher would come down into town.
He liked this room, despite its sinister history. The disgruntled spirit of the strange Mountain Man was said to stalk this room, pacing its length with restless strides, unable to sleep, shrieking soundlessly into the gathering darkness like a banshee drunk on the thigh-meat of innocent barmaids.
The window where he stood was far enough from the cold of the river but close enough to hear the roar and roll of its waters. High enough to hear the beautiful aubades of dusk as the sun plummeted from the rumbling skies.
Standing at the window looking up at the red clouds, Weiher missed the days when songs were still sad.
“Some days you can still see him standing there, at the room window,” the town children would say in hushed voices. “The strange man, from the mountains,” they said, and Weiher could never really tell if they were talking about him or the ghost.
AnnSura Moon Aug 2015
A long night mystery surrounds me
Still I can hear whispers following me
When the sun sets and dark clouds covers
I go insane
Watching me
Wanting me
I can't bear what’s happening now
Haunting me
Killing me
I want to run out of this feeling
Unseen smoke surrounds me all night
Unheard voices and cries runs in my head
All night an image keep walking on and turns into fames
Watching me
Wanting me
I can't bear what’s happening now
Chasing me
Conquering me
I want to run out of this feeling now
I'm going insane
Something is making me feel this pain
Someone soon please pull me out
I'm going mad
Dark world welcomes me with glad
Someone soon please help me out.
J Valle Aug 2015
They say memories will haunt you
broken promises will keep you awake
and smiles will fade.

But I'm more haunted by
All the things I wanted to do
And now I will never will.

Remembering kills me
but it is the thought of
you and I buying groceries
for a home we will never own
that haunts me

All the promises I never made
About a future
I will never see
that keep me awake

It's not thinking
of my life before you
that scares me
it is your life
without me
that lurks in my dreams

I'm not haunted by
the things I shared,
The things that haunt me
are all the ones
I never shared.

I'm not just haunted by you
I'm haunted by
what you where
what you are
what you will be
and
what we will never be.
Silence Screamz Aug 2015
I fear the fear
probing into the unknown,
the abyss of circumstances

Shackled with metal
in the dungeons of the cast,
the disturbed welcomes me

I speak with shadows,
only to hear their silence,
my ears are poisoned and deaf

Cursed with chills,
spirits haunt my veins,
frozen in timed emotion

I know my deathly end,
prison my body solid,
spirits release me once more
Haunted by events of the past
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