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M Joy Oct 2017
pain is something i felt from a young age
not a bruised elbow or a skinned knee
no, far worse
i watched you pulled from the house on a stretcher
in a body bag
my heart felt received 100 skinned knees in 30 seconds
i was 5
i could hear but i didn't listen
as hundreds of people told me it's okay
i blocked off my pain
i built a fortress of false hope around it
false hope that i would forget that day
that false hope makes it harder every year
when june 1st comes and i'm still breathing, somehow
when your birthday falls on thanksgiving and we're still eating, somehow
i have to live like that false hope was real
like there's no more pain
like i don't remember
Drew Vincent Oct 2017
The sound of the rain on the roof,
is nothing compared to the sweet sound of your voice.

The sight of the ocean waves splashing across the rocks,
is not as beautiful as your smile.

The feel of silk clothing on your skin,  
is not as comforting as your hands holding mine.

The smell of the sweetest lavender,
is nothing compared to the smell of your perfume.

Great Grandma,
Get well soon.
We all love you and God Bless You.
I found this poem I wrote when my grandma had a brain aneurysm back in probably 2008 I believe? She passed away not too long after I wrote this. She did not get a chance to hear it.
Alexis K Oct 2017
A few days ago it was your birthday
I was okay until I saw your comment,
On my post for you
2
3
4 years ago.
So long yet it hurts still
Like it was yesterday.
People used to always say,
It'll  be okay,
It'll get better.
I believe but not today.
Not on your birthday.
On your birthday I'm not okay,
I won't pretend
I won't say I am.
On your birthday, I just want to sit.
I want to cry.
Because no matter how old you grow
Or the experience you sow,
It hurts.
To lose someone.
Someone so close.
Old or young,
Neither fun.
I wish you could be here.
We got you a cake,
Your name written beautifully on it,
But you can't see it,
Or eat it.
So here's to you,
For teaching me so much,
Teaching me to be tough.
For just your birthday,
I won't be tough,
I won't be okay
Emily Rene Oct 2017
She has a pretty smile,
That goes on for a while
Her teeth are really white,
Some might say what a sight
She is always quick to hug & kiss,
When she's away, I really miss
When I am hurt, she cares so much
She always has that special touch
She quit her job when I was a baby,
So she could play & watch me daily
Brownies, cookies, candy, & cakes,
My Nana really loves to bake
For her job, homes she cleans,
Her clients love her so much they scream!
There really is no test,
My Nana is the very best
I found an old poem I wrote in the second grade & couldn't help but light up at the younger days.
I can't fathom the thought of you being gone.

The pain,
Unbearable.

Squeezed my lungs,
Gasping for air.

Threw me down a 20 story building,
Left with a million shattered bones.

Hit by a train,
Nothing but destroyed flesh.

Shot a hundred times,
Burning sensation all over my body.

No pain will ever compare
To losing you.

I'll see you every time I close my eyes.

I will glance at the sky,
And remember you're in a better place.
Jay 1988 Aug 2017
Smoke filled trailer in the middle of a field
Bellows out the windows drifts down the streets
Wraps its grey form around my grandmothers palms
I pass straight through it, and sink into her arms 
Like there was nothing here but four walls of smoke
My tiny lungs they start to choke
Grandma pulled me close to her chest, ?Kissed my tiny head and said I love you the best 
But my eyes had closed I didn’t ever hear those words?Now I dream about them like a haunting curse?
Try to remember the way she spoke, ?Her breath parted the air filled with smoke
I pray each night for peace and calm, ?So I can sink once again into my grandmother’s arms 
She was getting old now, almost 43, ?In my dreams I see my grandma and me
Now in the form in which I stand today, ?Holding her in my arms so I can keep her safe?
No one’s ever going to take you from me
But then I rise each night from my sleep ?
Wipe those tears I’ve cried since I was ten 
But smile knowing that next night you’ll be in my arms again
I must have been barely four; I stand in the middle of your trailer floor 
Seeing your face through the bottom of a half bottle of wine
Smoke some more but there’s a look in your eyes
Like you’re ready for something more but you don’t know how
And it’s too late to change that path your on now
So you just drink a bottle of cherry every day ?Sixty **** will take the taste away 
Smoking real hard since you was thirteen
My heavy smoking drinking darling grandma Jean 
I was ten years old, we’d moved away ?In the garden of a brick house I laughed and played 
A look of pain upon my mother’s face?Told me grandma had now gone to a kinder place
It was 98, she was 49, ?When someone took that grandma of mine ?That day the gods of pain embraced me tight, ?Tears soaked my body that July night ??Now there’s a rusty gypsy trailer in the middle of a field 
Her spirit bellows out the windows and drifts down the street?And whenever I taste cherry or feel some smoke around me ?I feel my heavy smoking drinking darling grandma Jean
Joshua Haines Jul 2017
A weathered door of a face.
Her house, captured in a bubble,
on Anterograde Lane.
In the dark; in the corner,
her leg, scarred in cursive, propped,
like the whole of her frailty; on a
budget wheelchair, second hand.

A boy, brand new,
who will soon be old enough
to forget what happened.
What mother? On the road,
smeared with hot, gushing
jet-black highway blood;
encompassing the coagulated
being of what was, and, only
in hushed talks, a mother.
What daughter?

How old are you, this time?
These words slip out of a smile.
And she wishes she could hold him
-- but her frayed fingers fight back,
with every twitch trying to touch.
Delayed comfort becoming devastation
-- 4 years-old. She can hardly believe it.

Pain eats her grocery bag arms,
bulbous in her bones like
confused locusts, frenzied.  
The boy's eyes are a deep brown
nutrient-rich soil, perfectly fertile;
needing to be cared for and grown.

Forever, she could, protect him from
The Lurking that killed his mother.
At the very least, for however many
remaining years. Three. Five. Eight.
Becoming a lantern before his sight;
guiding him from dangerous design
drifting between trees, in the dark.
Debbie Brindley Jun 2017
The song of a magpie
Brings special memories to me
Staying at Nana's house
The sound of the sea
My sister & I
our cousin Johnny
Playing chasey  
Hide and seek
The wind in our hair
There were gardens of roses
Pathways everywhere
Summers always mild
You could feel the ocean breeze
Wanting to play more
When Nana called us
in for tea
Hugs from Nana
As we were tucked in tight
Into our beds to sleep for the night
I love to hear the Magpies sing
And appreciate the beautiful memories they bring
Memories  from when I was around
5 or 6yrs
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