Remember when I said I'd see you one day?
Remember what I said to make me feel okay
About myself and now you're gone
I know you don't know me but I shoulda said goodbye
So many beautiful people I've lost in my life
And I know you didn't deserve to go
It's no myth though I try
To get you out of my eyes
Tear it out but there goes a piece of my life
And ever since you died
I've been trying so hard not to cry
And I keep thinking that I didn't say goodbye
And I remember that I loved you so much
Even though we never were close enough
So many memories I never got to write
I remember how I said I would meet all five
But in the end I suppose only four would survive
But I still know that you didn’t deserve to go
But you were too young, too needed to fade away
On such a beautiful day
Leaving our sorrow and pain
Nothing can bring you back this way
I prayed that one day
I'd get to meet you this way
So now I think God's fake
And I'm just praying, hoping, thinking, I shoulda said goodbye
Just a song I wrote for today's date- 7.13.20. for Grant Imahara, who passed away today. He was the host of MythBusters, the TV show which was the only thing that really worked helping me out of depression. I never met him but I keep hoping that it's all a cruel joke someone played on us. I promised I'd meet him one day and now I never will. Still hoping it's all a nightmare.
