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Beth Bayliss Jun 2019
do not leave me with what could have been
with all of your
almost-maybe-somedays.

do not tell me that you’re sorry
and that you love me
and that you wish it didn’t have to be like this.

do not make me live in a world without you
do not make me have to drink coffee on my own.

put those pills down and pick up the phone.
for everyone who needs to hear this, but most especially for e.n. and j.v.
AshwiniBalaGav May 2019
Day
There Always A Good Day For Everyone ,
Not A Bad Day ,

(:(


If You Having A Bad Day,
Remember You 'CREATE IT' Not The Good Day 'CREATE IT'
#have a good day loves.... iloveyouall
The desperate search,
For some familiar earth.

The rise of the uncontrollable,
Until we resort to the toll of will,

The anxious blade,
Is the friend we made.

In our trying times,
That made tunnels of our eyes.

When our dice fall upon the zero,
There's no telling where we'll go,

Except to our secret place,
Where we've hidden our friendly blade.

Pain to distract from pain,
Just another color in our endless rain.

Ashamed of what we've done,
The scars we bear,
Are proof that we've won.
Because we were there.

Because we're still here.

For the memories of those who aren't,
Now would warrant a graceful tear.

For our brothers and sisters in arms,
and the arms who've bled,
we're the ones who know...

Just how strong we are.

You've made it this far,
There's no telling where you'll go

~Robert van Lingen
Porpor Mar 2019
My bed
My closet
I can't hide myself
I ran away
From the other side of myself
It's the worst side of me
I hate it
That side wants to ******
That side wants to hurt
Sometimes my heart, wants to be that side
I've hurt my best friend
I mean, it's not my friend anymore
I want to **** that side
But than I'll **** my good side too
I don't want that to happen
I have to deal with it
Keep going
Sunshine Mar 2019
I think I'm going to break your heart.
This is really going to tear me apart.

I just don't want my pain to swallow you whole.
You say we're a team and I agree, but I can't see you sink with me.

I hope one day I'll change but right now I'm still in chains.
I don't want you to go through the same pains.
Specs Mar 2019
Today is the youngest I'll ever be.
I'm looking back a year or three.
I don't want to spend my days, lying in wait
Wondering what I need to know;
So, here I go.

The road I've walked is a quarter done,
But thorns along the trail they've stung.
I don't want this feeling to last, stuck in days of the past
Overthinking every blow;
So, here I go.

And I'm still new to the path,
It's twists and it's turns, I feel I've only begun.
But I look just behind me at rivers and canyons,
I've come so far, and I'm done.

Today's the youngest I'll ever be,
I've worked so ******* becoming me.
I'm not in places I've been, I'm just stuck in between
Impossibly fast and slow.
But here I go.
This is actually a song I wrote, I hope you enjoy.
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