God gives and God takes. Usually takes. God gives and takes and gives back and takes back. God forgive me my unfairness
“It’s not the end of the world if we break up.”
God, I hope he’s right

black spores on the mildewed walls
peeling over the wood
rot that even the vultures shun
it grows in cracks and in dark places.

the disease sticks its spiny fingers
down your throat, so you can’t
scream…
silence, silence, it wants
silence.
it wants
absence,
no self left to 𝘣𝘦.

outside, it has been night for years
babes born bawling, not knowing
what stars, moon, sky, sun used to
look like, nothing but the concrete
sea.

and yet, though Purity
has her headstone with the
rest, though there are no longer
prayers
to be blessed
there is good,
there is GOD in this
God-forsaken world,
there is GOOD
there is GOD—
you.

I wanted to speak,
to tear through the lies.
But He was there—
He saw through their eyes.

So I stayed quiet,
though it broke me in two.
Sometimes the loudest defense
is knowing He knew.

nobody understands,
nobody understands,
the loneliness of those
who are praying for warm clothes,
who are them?
just God knows.
the terrible pain they are suffering,
only praying can help them.

Fall is the perfect season
with enough sunshine
leaves dropping down
trees changing colors
changes in our lives
with the elections
coming
with approaching winter
please O God
make it "changes for the good..."

Jesus had a huge supper, with large amounts of uppers
*******, amphetamines & methamphetamine
The aliens from our future planet came to visit him on this special day
They offered him food, drink & loads of drugs
Most disciples were upset with this and walked out
A few stayed for the debauchery
There were also punks, metal heads, hip artists and free thinkers at this gathering
Such unity, democracy, in one social gathering
The image I included here is the original Leonardo da Vinci painting that showcased what was really happening during the last supper
He censored the original painting because the church/government demanded it
If it wasn't, Da Vinci would've been executed  
The church could not afford such blasphemy to be exposed throughout Italy & the rest of Europe
Known for being a user of uppers, Da Vinci realized that he could not destroy this original painting
The last upper had 13 guests
Just like the last supper, which also had 13 guests
This occurred on Friday the 13th
How does Da Vinci know these actual events were true
Da Vinci was there
He's the alien offering Jesus a line of coke
da Vinci was born in the year 5000
His real name is SK47@-+VA29
He traveled back in time and made a name for himself
Changed his appearance countless times
Fast forward 500 plus years later
He's still alive somewhere out there in our vast solar system
Jesus OD'd for your sins
He didn't realize how much blow he could snort & how much amphetamines he could swallow
There was no doctor in the house
If he survived, he would have been an outstanding carpenter

I scream out to god
Expecting an echo back
Lonely summer night

Fall, fall
Fall into your own divinity
Seep into the sacredness of your soul
Your cells are dancing with the universe
Particles of you entangle with the creator
Release those tears
They are cleansing the energy of worlds
This moment is alchemy
When you connect with the supreme
You’re feeling your own majesty
Fall, fall
There is nowhere to fall
But home

Because Jesus lived I …
Am forgiven
Have hope
Can face tomorrow
Am made new
Can love freely
Have peace in my heart
Am not afraid
Can trust god’s plan
Am alive in Christ
Have a future
Am set free
Have strength to carry on
Know I am loved
Am a child of god
Have a purpose
Can forgive others
Am no longer defined by my past
Belong
Can rejoice
Can walk in freedom
Am healed
Can live without shame
Can face my fears
Can live with joy
Am being transformed