if i died tonight, would you miss me?
would you say nice things at the funeral
and tell people i had a beautiful soul
or would you tell them that my thoughts were troubled
and you helped to calm the waters

would you tell them i died too young
or would you say that i had plans for living
would you say how i always looked on the bright side
or would you explain that i had a dark side
only you could see

would you recall the memory of the day we met
or would you tell them the pieces we shared
talk about the first time we kissed
or the first time you asked if i was okay

if i died tonight, i'd want you to be honest
just don't give all the good parts away

Goodnight, Sunrise
I sit and ponder of time,
The frequent echoing tiks and toks that rings 'though each unique.
The rude awakenings in love disguised as hate.
Your perfect strength to warm up the coldest days.
Your love expressed in many ways.

A tree with so much to give,
Not just the the food we eat but the care we need.
With disregard to time and how it shifts,
Our eyes be blind but our hearts will see.
Today's night allows for tomorrow's day.

You are the Sunrise that our hearts will see,
You are the Sunrise that our skin will feel,
You are the Sunrise in our minds you remain,
And 'though tonight seems unfair, tomorrow your light will bring care.

They would miss me
Mourn their loss

On the bed of death
I stay

Dressed up pretty
With friends around

Tear filled faces
Filled with frowns

Nobody coming to my funeral.
Friday.
Cold .
Dark.
Sticky..
Air is cutting my throat.
Sharp.
Shiny.
Pain.
Saturday.
My soul bleeding slowly .
Sunday.
Red.
Warm.
Thick .
Maybe I will see you soon.
Light.
Noise.
Talk.
Monday.
Funeral. ..
Is that my funeral??
No ..
...it is my life...

this is what comes next,
we have learned
to wait for
this.

i'm not scared of dying.
i'm scared of not knowing who will be at my funeral.

Casket of regrets of
A man with a bad past whose
life has gone to death

It's the first time I've ever
bought you flowers;
I only realise this
when I'm minutes away
from your funeral.