Courage is being able to stand up and face your fiercest fears

Every evening
No matter how that idea terrifies you

In a world where the masses hide behind money
Might
Mousepads
It is more valuable of a trait than ever

Drowning in their cowardice while the few brave still in existence fight their weaknesses with heads held high

You will forever hear the sounds.
You will forever remember those words.
and if your stuck in a dark room with all of your worst fears,
the darkness will not block out their sounds.

Waste not these salty tears
On bygones and yesteryears
For moments when the past steers
It often veers
In and out of easily rekindled fears

©2024

Long walks
On my own
That no-one knows
The demons i face
Long walks to clear my raging mind
Long walks to feel alive
In the middle of the night
To feel calm in the dying of the light.
Long walks to figure out what to do with my soulless life.
Long walks to know my heart is still living within my chest.
Long walks to distract the voices in my head.
Long walks in order to forget my dark ,brooding past.
Long walks in order to know i am
Still alive.
Long walks to keep moving forward.
Long walks for everything to be normal with no drama, fears or tears for the ones we love.
Long walks just because.

Release me from these shackles,
I don't need to be contained,
away from the guilt of it,
I don't need to be constrained.

Release me from the burdens,
Release me from all Fears,
Release me from these Hardships,
That I have dealth with for so many years.

Release me from Constraints of sorrow,
of shedding so many Tears,
Wishing that someone would save me,
Wishing that help was near.

Release me from Trail and error,
Release me from all doubts,
Loose me from the thought of thinking,
If the fact that there's no way out.

Constrained from Financial difficulties,
Constrained from the ware and tear,
When you're feeling down and low,
When Life is treating you unfair.

Release me from ALL CONSTRAINTS,
This is my beck and call,
Oh, Please Release these shackles,
To be unconstrained FROM IT ALL!!


B.R.
Date: 10/1/2024

I pushed you away so many times.
The words
you wanted to hear all along...
I want to say them now.
Would it be too unfair?
I feel I might have missed my chance.
But you are the only thing
that makes sense right now.
The only thing
that made sense from the beginning.
Only I wasn´t able to see.
Pattern blinded.
Sight unable to reach
beyond fears
and insecurities.