I'm confused I mean not really but
I am like I mean i love this girl
But my heart doesn’t know what it wants
Like this is our 7th time together
And it’s because of me I don’t know what i want
Like I want him I really do but the him I want
Is gone not gone gone but he’s not besides me
He’s not making me laugh
Were not laughing late at night
Were not playing roblox like we use to
I miss him so much but I can’t be with him
Why? Cause were so toxic but I mean does it matter
I know were toxic but we fight and fight but in the end
We always say I love you
I miss him but I’m with a her
To get over him I don’t thinks that’s okay
I mean its not It’s really not
Im hurting her and myself cause
I keep lying and saying “I love you” but do i mean it?
I don’t know
But what I do know is that I want him but he’s gone
So I’m stuck with her while I shouldn’t say it like that
But I am

I've been missing you all this time, and I can't see an end to
all this loneliness. It hurts to watch you love someone else.
While I still think about all the moments that used to be mine.
I can't keep the ache silent, not while I'm thinking about you
after coffee or right before I sleep. We threw caution to the wind,
went there when all our friends said not to. Maybe this is
Karma for not turning the other way. But I was so lonely,
and your smile made me forget all the words I wanted to say.

My best friend asked me, "Why do you love him so much when
all he does is break your heart? Why do you push everyone else
away, just in hopes that he might stay?" And I didn't know
what to say; how could I when I don't know why I let you
destroy me. There are nights when I lie awake, staring at
the ceiling, wondering if you are even thinking about me. Wasted
nights on you. There are days when I look at my phone three,
four, ten times, hoping I have a message from you. Wasted
days on you. There are moments when I try to think of all
the good memories, the memories that justify why you're so
handsome and why you have my heart. But there are none
that don't end in arguing or you walking away. It's been
forever, and I can't seem to let you go.

1) Go back to the first time you met them. Remember the first time they made you smile and happy.

2) Rewind to the times when you used to talk to each other all day, every day without getting bored of each other's company.

3) Rewind to the times when you wiped each other's tears, when you hugged their problems and made all those promises.

4) Relive all the sacrifices, the laughs, the tears, the happiness, the memories ( Did that make you smile now?

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maybe it wasn't you,
who broke my heart,
but meme,
for believing you'd love me,
The very way I did you.

it feels so odd,
to no longer run to you,
telling you everything,
the way I used to.

it's bound to happen,
for us to meet again,
And I only have one wish,
that it won't be soon,
just because deep down,
I know once your eyes lock mine,
I'll fall all over again.