Prettiful like a pine
Colourful like a wine
Love, I say no decline
For I will be fine
She’s my poem, I’m her poet
My mum knows your name
I can take all the blame
My poetic eagle
My baby boo boo  
Maybe one year today
Or ten days away
Even just one day
I will be able to say
I truly love you
I wrote my mom a letter
I told her I got a princess
If I slit my throat
All I don’t wanna bleed is regret
You my Ode of love
With respect

We stood at the edge of everything
We needed to hold onto anything
But we found we couldn't even hold onto ourselves

now that
I have known love
by you
everything before
seems foolish
and
everything after
is not enough

When you have nothing to lose
that's when your
guards fall like November leaves
and you're as naked as Eve's innocence
in the face of every thing and anything

experience for the future experience
nerves experience for the future for
all around and in a row and at the piano and
for guitar and for ukulele and for minutes
experience for the future experience

experience for the future experience
the imagination of what is to come
everything worries me a little
worries and disturbs me without end
experience for the future experience

experience for the future experience
which year which is around
nerves leave me no nerves and
no they probably never leave me
experience for the future experience

06.12.18

You are my guide,
My beacon,
My direction.
For when I slide,
So meek in
My dejection.

You are my hope,
My feeling,
My compassion.
You’re how I cope,
When reeling
From my passion.  

You are my soul,
My soulmate,
My connection.
You make me whole,
You create
True perfection.

A lost glass slipper
Shouldn't mean a broken heart
A locked door
Upon the highest peaks of a castle
Shouldn't mean locking yourself away
The bullseye shone brightly of an arrow
Shouldn't lead to running away
It's the ever after that counts
Everything else before
Everything after
Whether you choose your own path
Which always tends to be the case
Just know you're not the only one
Longing for freedom
Cause remember
This is your Happily Ever After

Tragedy stricken patient is he
My so called lover is he
He lives in fear
Of losing love
A broken hearted person is he

He is as hurt as a soul can be
And yet my comforter is he
He lives everyday in fear
Yet my happiness is he

He is afraid of commitment
He is afraid of life
He fears of what may come
Later in life

He is afraid to lose out again
Yet I'm a patient
And my medicine is he

He is not the one I long for
Yet my support is he
Why all this pain
What is his pain worth

Tell me what this is
Tell me what I should name this relationship

Tell me
Tell me oh destiny