Watching by the little window,
I see those kids, I those pups,
Playing ,joking, running around
Giggling ,laughing ,on a merry go round
So much!  i envy ,seeing them laugh as they play,
So much ! i hate, that i was once as happy as they,
So much ! i cry ,i cant go back to those happy days
So much!  i scream, i cant run ,i cant play,
So much !So much! Just So much!
I beg ,I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
I miss those days ,i miss those nights,
I miss the sun with its morning light,
I miss the birds ,I miss the skies,
I miss those stars ,I miss the moon,
Humming and dancing with those lullaby tunes,
I miss so much! Just so much!
I beg ,I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
OH! how i used to wish and pray,
I would Grow up and I would say,
The money ,The house ,The cars i want ,
Its all i want! Its all i want!
I pity those innocent prays,
I wish I would go back and say,
Do not say! Do not say!
As God hears only a Child's pray,
I beg so much !Just so much!
I beg ,I shout, I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
I still hear those laughters and those sounds
The winds whispers, the rain weeps
Remember those days! Remember those days!
I still wish, I still cry,
I still hope, I still pry,
Child O' Child where are you!
Child O' Child are you lost!
Child O' Child dont run away! dont run away!
I cry too much ,Just too much!
I beg, I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
                       __tsuki no ume

Far,Far,Far away
I see a door,I see a frame
Whether its night ,whether its day
I see it there it never fades
Its in my eyes its on my mind
When im mad when im kind
Should i rather stay behind
Not to sleep but to grind
I see a door I see a frame
Whether its night Whether its day
Should i play should i stray
Should i just quit away
Its not a choice i could make
Its a road i must take
No delay No mistake
They say its good for your sake
I see a door i see a frame
Whether its night whether its day
I just cant run away
I can stay i can pray
But when i wait for that day
On that coffin i would lay
I Close my eyes while they pray
All my life i lived your way
Its you who took my life away
I couldnt laugh i couldnt smile
I thought i could run a thousand miles
I see a door i see a frame
Whether its night whether its day
I wanted to run so i could escape
From this mundane landscape
I wished i longed for so long
That i could sing a pretty song
Not for you but me alone
Im not a slave im not a prey
I would dare but i wont care
This time ill disobey
The shackles the chains
Would eventually break
At that time i would awake
From the horrors and terrors
Of this puppet play
I shall shine i shall rise
This time i wont compromise
I see a door I see a frame
Whether its night whether its day
                      __tsuki no ume~

Once upon a little girl
Opened her eyes to see the world
Eyes so bright a cry too sweet
With hands so little she would meet
She would cry she would smile
Alive,innocent and fragile
Un aware she who was
She who not knew the cause
The snakes were like fairy maids
One she thought had magic wands
To give her every thing she wants
But they were wolves in  sheeps skin
They would howl they wont bleat
Soon the truth could be seen
How could she not believe
When the wolf was like a mother eve
Soon the time would come and flee
She would call is it me
But she is not for her to see
When they are born in place of me
Youre not a child for us to keep
Finding they were not the sheeps
But wolves that howl in night so deep
They bite they growl but they never sleep
Should i bow should i kneel
Would i be served another meal
Should i stay or should i flee
Or should i run away from me
But one starry night he comes
Piping a flute as he hums
Singing me a melody
Tell me ways how to flee
Thinking happy thoughts you see
Growing up is not the key
Sitting by the window pane
Perched there as he says
Do you want to run away
Soaring the skies as we stay
Gazing the stars as we play
Climbing wild on every tree
Take my hand and lets be free
Isnt it your heartfelt plea
In that land where you shall flee
This is the place called neverland
The Lagoon with its sparkling sand
You and I hand in hand
With a little bit of pixie dust
With hope and little bit of trust
Look me in the eyes and see
Fill with wonder ,Fill with glee
Second to the right and see
A star full of happy dreams
Straight on till the sweet morning
Its where they always be warning
Dont be afraid just come to me
Ill be the one to set you free
Pretty fairies you shall meet
Pirates ,Captain hook and Smee
All that pain shall fade away
Holding you in my arms and say
Growing up is a mortal's way
Together forever we shall stay
Young, alive and happy you say
Its a curse its a dream
An angel of death i could be
Do you still wish to stay
I could **** i could slay
Every one who disobeys
Wishing of growing up one day
All those lost boys would say
But i would not be one of those
I hate those words they would say
Grow up and marry one day
But i wish to choose i wish to stay
You cant be a girl anymore
You shall be caged forevermore
I promise i wont be the wendy bird
Who never stayed who never heard
I shall stay i shall play
In neverland if you say
Come peter take me away
In neverland if you say
Come peter set me free
From this mundane reality
Come peter love me please
Hold my hand and never leave
I shall stay i shall play
In neverland if you say
              _tsuki no ume~

I see those greens i see those barks
All those trees all those leaves
Sitting on a bench i say
Its a heaven i wish to stay
I see a pond i see the swans
In this morning i wont yawn
The sun shines in its early rise
Basking in an eerie light
The roses are red the grass so green
Admiring this merry scene
I see the tulip and daisy
Every petal every bud
All dancing so happily
Oh those dews like pretty jewels
Oh those birds like a pirates' crew
Trees oh trees skies oh skies
Would you tell me the reason
I cant help but smile so wide
All this joy i cant hide
Lord oh Lord of heaven o'earth
The king of land The king of skies
Your majesty bless me more
My gratitude forevermore
Bless the skies bless the birds
All the trees All the leaves
All before you we would kneel
We would vow we would bow
Life has now spring and bloom
A ray of hope A ray of light
No despair of a falling knight
I see the ants i see the bees
I see those hives on every tree
Proving me i mustnt flee
From the pains and responsibilities
The night has come As time flees
But this canvas shall paint again
With those colors with those strokes
So let the colors spring and bloom
Let the skies be hues of blue
Spectrum of colors and panorama
Conceits of thrills ,an unending drama
Bless me in a rythem and see
A poem, a song in a happy dream.
                      __tsuki no ume~

Perched on a branch of tree
I a bird a sparrow or swan
In skies or lakes in every dawn
I a bird a crow or raven
Nor nest nor home for me had waven
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O' In a Cage
The world outside would seem to please
If a comfort a peace could put my heart at ease
Sure if i see tis' not a dream
Thou no foul play my eyes could see
Neverthless i hope to see a light of gleam
In this darkness In this cold
All those fantasies I would hold
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O' In a Cage
i believe no words what strangers say
A master A foe A friend you say
A bird to sing on a lovely string
Never rebel O' obedient prey
Angst nor fury nor feiry you say
Sing O sing a siren or tune
Under the stars Under the moon
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O'In a Cage
I aint a bird to fly to soar
The skies the clouds nor the thunders roar
My wings no longer can fly nomore
In this prison forevermore
Freedom O' Freedom Nevermore
No flights above the oceans shore
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O'In a Cage
Above the isles Above the castles
I aint a bird of a fairytale
Singing among the prince and princesses
Admist the gardens Above the balcony
Twittering chirping fluttering my feathers
Tis' is all a dream all a dream
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O'In a Cage
This darkness shall eat me alive
I have no key to open this cage
I know no magic nor im a mage
I see no light i see  no hope
Tis' a despair i have to cope
If i dream a home of love
Outside this cage beyond these walls
Would i meet the end of this grief
Like a sinking ship in a coral reef
Tis' would be a cage O' cage
Tis' rising angst rage O'rage
I a bird with feathers with wings
In a Cage O' In a Cage
             ___tsuki no ume~

Gazing at the stars at night
I see their light which shines so bright
Twinkling as they fade away
As the night runs away
Far, far ,far so high
For me to reach For me to grasp
My eyes no longer can catch their light
The night is beautiful and alive
In its darkness i shall dive
Tis' is a bliss O 'thee
Countless nights, Countless dreams
When night is young ;they would sleep
But i wish to stay i wish to weep
Telling my secrets and stories
Those which i had buried so deep
Night itself is alone and dark
Through this journey ;i must embark
I am an owl of the moon
I am a wolf of the night
I hoot and howl among the trees
As shadows sing and dance with me
The night breeze brushing my skin
Tis' Freezing me to the bone
When im lost and alone
Soon the night shall fade away
The moon no longer can keep its glow
Only to whom i would bow
Now the sun conquers the sky
But im a creature of the night
With this darkness i must die
Its my fate and destiny
When its light i cant breathe
But when the night kisses me
I shall dream i shall flee
Far from sun Far from light
As long as the night;i am alive.
                   __tsuki no ume~

I could write about castles and elves and fated love all night long but then I'd ignore all my chores and dream
the day gone
I can write these enemies into perfect lovers but where's my energy to fold these freshly washed quilted covers?
The slow burn ends when my pen hits the page but when I'm met with reality
all I feel is rage
And in my poetry I find escape but I'm just staring at my wall, and hitting my vape.