"no no no"* he said
and he tuned his back away from me
and grabbed his backpack and jacket
in one swift motion
he was out the door
and he was destroying everything and everyone in his path
including himself
and soon
he had nothing
he had no one
and he wanted it all back
but he never said a word

They make their cases day by day
In genetic flesh, they hide within the souls of some
They know their days will soon be done
In rancid places within their hearts of hate
they stalk their prey of ignorance dumb
When you lay your wit to sleep,
you open doors whereas they creep
Cold hearted to the will of man,
of wars and lies of blackness be
of death, of cries for stolen liberty
They stalk to propagandize
through greedy men in sweet disguise
to control and bend you to their will
Knowledge is our only hope
to them knowledge it is their hanging rope


A revision

It may have been beautiful
but it destroyed me
and left me to burn in its wake

Feelings are forces
That cannot be destroyed
But can only be converted.

For me it's you, it's always been you, even before I knew it.
But for you, it's always been him...even before you knew it.
It's always him no matter what.
He is the one who gets to comfort and cuddle you,
He is the one who gets to refers to you as "mine",
He, is the one who gets to spend his life with you
but it should've been me
It should be me.
I thought I had deserved some happiness by then
but no.
I just loved you so ******* hard that I thought it would make you love me back.
It didn't work.
I realize that now.
He can have the job of loving you like that.
I just hope you don't destroy him like you destroyed me.