I don't want to think about you leaving It scares me. Knowing that I'll be alone Alone Alone That you won't be around for me to hug To cry to To lean on I'll just be hurting Hoping you'll come back but you'll be gone Very distant from me And I'll be alone Alone Alone
What do you think of when you hear my name? Is it bad? Is it good? My name does not belong My name does not belong on the bad side When you barely even know me My name is not the way that I've cut my wrist to see the vein It's not the way that I was brought up It's not the way that I was taken advantage of when I Myself Was a child My name is not The way that I'll lay in bed for hours and cry over you My name is not The way that I am always sad My name is not The way that I bash myself My name is not **Something you know
Hiding in the bathroom Laying on the floor Weeping from the heartache Begging, "Please, no more" I cry out for help But nobody tends to listen You spark the words My name in vain I question life Am I even sane? Nothing is ever what it seems It's just a tragic fantasy