My eyes heavy
It is temping to fall
Back to sleep
But I know
What Awaits
If ****
A nightmare
So I force my self to stay awake
Its hard
Will I go to the pub
Don't know.

Waking up
To the
Freaking news
What a way to start
The day when you have
Ptsd
Not a positive start
Groggy and moody
F this crap

Sleep
All I want to
To
Do
Is
To sleep
For my ptsd
As reigned supreme
Last night
Nightmares
**** the life out
Of you.

This strange
Sun flower
Turning vibrant colours
And then to
Black and white
I don't know
What I am see
A hallucination.

I am a wildflower
I shall do what I
Want
When I want
Grow in harsh conditions
Of catholic school
And blossom
When All
Looks
Bleak
For I am
Life.

As I walk
Into the forest to calm my
Mind it does not work
And so I screem
So loud that my soul
Leaves my body
For being in
The
Forest
Earthbound
Because I wouldn't cool off.

These weird
Yet
Beautiful
Flower
Shows
Us the opposition in beautiful
Fire and water
Heaven
And hell
Love and hate
War and peace
Water being on top
And the aggressive
Fire
And the bottom
Peace Will provile.

As the young
Grew older
Her splitting
Personalities became more distinct
With each
Disturbing memory
Of her child hood
Will they find merge
And find peace.

As the dark witch
Relinquished
Her darkness
She let's the sun be un eclipsed
And
Her soul
Leaves hear body to go to
Heaven
To be free of its evil
Prison.

A
Sunset
In
The
Himalayas
That's
All
I
Can
Say.