The deer is close by,

it breathes and looks, motionless –

I feel being seen.

The dogs romp about,


their masters prefer to look --


any other way.

I'm out of the bath,

the night wind dries me, somewhere --


a laughing squirrel.

I am not hiding

behind what they think they know --


about me, am I?

We wanted to say

so much, we told everything --


with our eyes only.

Here, please take my hand,

and feel the silky wrinkles --


which you may caress.

It's been so many nights
I've scrolled down my contact list
& Highlighted your name.
So many nights you've crossed
My mind and never left.
Wherever you call home
Wherever I call home.
Places I thought we'd never go
Desperate finding our way back.
You're name a direct reflection
Of the sun,
My finger an eclipse.
Unknown to the philosophers
And professors who study science.
It's been so many nights
I've scrolled down my contact list
& Your name has shone bright
Like some shooting star
Searching for something it's lost.
Knowing our history
You'd have to be there to have
Seen it.
Without first contact,
I miss you every time

PAN PAN  Come closer
without secondary objects
of illness and dying

Do not waste time
read my face
not my unusual skull

The sun shines, I breathe just like you
Feel free to touch me, I am
not a shadow behind the threshold
of memories

We can be together these hours
without the fatal snake venom
overgrowing our relationship

There is so much
that I want to hear from you and
that you don't know of me

Be as carnal as you can be
Answer my body language
caress the painful spots and
put your soul in me for a moment

I want to exist,

please look at me, sympathise --


and feel who I am.