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Max Neumann May 2020
I'm haunting myself
I leave strange notes carved deep
To await me when i wake
In a vain hope
they will evoke some meaning for my sake
The scene that greets me the next day
Is alien and weird
I don't recognise myself
It is just as i feared
So i haunt myself
When the penny drops at midnight
and the demi-gods are in sight
I'll leave a reminder
I hope to find
In the rising of dawn
But when i'm reborn
with a yawn
I find nothing but questions
Dark reflections
In a puddle of beer
and stark rejection
I muddle to clear the rubble and troublesome struggles i near
in my direction
So i haunt myself
I barely remember writing
Never remember feeling
and as soon as i get close to whats real then I turn away reeling
I figure it out every night
But drunk eyes give short sight
and the brain rotten
so as soon as i strain to recall the next day it's forgotten
Amnesia is pleasing when the reason I'm feeling this daemonic screaming is cos it feels as real as the ceiling
Then it subsides for a second
or a minute i reckon
Before the darkness beckons once more
I'm haunting myself
and unsure
I'm scared of the person
I was the night before
I'm host to a ghost
that revels in the terrible things
that cost me the most
Battling with the shadow it casts
hassled by the past like tassels on a cat
Me and the fiend in the glass staring back
I'm haunting myself
I had to ask Troubadour from allpoetry to have his great poem to be published here on HP. He agreed.
A remarkable read.
Consilius May 2020
Here we are,
standing on the edge of sympathy,
bound by irony,
divided in purpose.

You aim to climb the highest peak,
meaning is what you seek.
I want to see the skies painted in the dawn,
for in the morning, significance is reborn.
Dez Apr 2020
I used to speak my mind
But I was always losing it
Now I keep it in
But now no one knows me
Big Virge Apr 2020
I Believe It’s A Saying With …. “ African Roots “ …. ???
The Saying Is This Man … “ WHO BORN YOU !?! “...

To THINK You Can DICTATE...
The Things I Choose To Say … ?!?
When People … Act The FOOL … !!!!!

If You’re A **** …
Keep Taking … “ Juk’ “ … !!!!!

But DON’T EVER Think … !!!
I’m A Cat Whose … “ SHOOK “ …

I Ain’t Into Guns … !!!
But Am NOT A … “ SHOOK ONE “ … !!!!!

This AIN'T 8 Mile Or A Mobb Deep Style …
I Deal In Straight Talking NOT Chicken Head Squawking … !!!

STOP Acting Like You Know …
How This Brother Should Roll … !!!

My Movements AREN’T For YOU … !!!
To Think I’m Needing School … !!!!!

I Know You AIN'T Steve Hawking...
The Fact That You Are … “ Walking “ …

Does Not Make You IMPORTANT In Choices That I MAKE … !!!
Sometimes I Make Mistakes That Prove To Me I BREAK … !!!!!

But To This Point NOT … “ BROKEN “ … !!!
So WATCH What You Be Quoting …
When You See How I’m Rollin’ … !!!!!
And NO … Big Virge AIN’T JOKING … !!!!

Cos’ Certain Vibes You’re Showing …
Prove That You’re NOT … ALL KNOWING … !!!!!

In Fact It’s CLEAR YOUR Movements …
Are NEEDING... MUCH Improvement … !!!!!

While Mine DEFINE How Shrewdness …
STAND FIRM Right Next To Coolness …

But Heads Who Prove They’re FOOLISH …
Are Due To See How … RUDENESS …
I Use To EXPOSE Their LOOSENESS …
Will Prove That They Are... " CLUELESS " … !?!

Yup Just Like Girls Now …
…. “ TOOTHLESS “ …. !!!!!

Because Their Mouths Without A DOUBT …. !!!
Should Not Run Talk That Hits A Fork …
But Has No Route Like A Knocked Out Tooth … !!!!!

So My Question AGAIN … !!!!!
Is … “ WHO BORN YOU … !?! “

To Think That Your Nonsense...
Is Something I Should Use … ?!?
When I’ve Been Upset By THE FOOLS...
You Choose To See As Being... " GOOD " …

I Am... MY OWN MAN … !!!

With My Own **** Plan For POOR Workman... !!!!!
If It Doesn’t Work Then I Do Believe...
I’ll Be The One To Feel The HURT … !!!!!

DON'T PLAY That You’re Caring...
If You’re Just Preparing …  

To Let Your FEAR … RULE YOU … !!!!!!!
Why Would You Choose To Make That Move … ?!?

Oh … “I shouldn’t do this, and I shouldn’t, do that !” ...

When The Moves YOU Make …
Seem To Leave You … “TRAPPED” …
In A HAZY Maze of Life's Malaise ….
I Don’t Believe That I’m Living THAT WAY … !!!

It’s My Belief That You Just Can’t Run Away …
From Saying What You NEED TO SAY …
And Telling People... STRAIGHT … !!!!!

When They Have YES... MESSED UP … !!!!
They Don’t Like It … TOUGH … !!!!!!!!!!!

If You Try To Play … “ NICE ” …
With People Who’ve LIED … !!!!!

It’s Clear Why I Write This Here Next Line …

...... “ You’ll Pay A Price “...... !!!

Look Around Today Would You Really Say …
That People These Days Deal In Fair Play … ?!?

And UPHOLDING...
A... RIGHTEOUS Vein … ???

If It Is For You...
Then I Say... COOL … !!!

But DON'T EVER Tell Me …
The Things I SHOULD...
Or … Should NOT Do … !!!!!

If My Asking For HELP Is TOO MUCH Well …

REMEMBER YOUR OWN WORDS...
Before They Start To HURT … !!!!!!
DON’T MAKE DUD Claims...
That When ….. DETAILED …..

Proves That YOUR Righteous …
Moves Like Snipers Taught By Vipers … !!!!!!!!!!!

Throwing HISSY Fits...
Because IN TRUTH Your ****** …. !!!!!

YES With YOURSELF …
Because Your WELL’S …
More Like … “ UNWELL “ …

And Like The Flick …
Drags Down To HELL … !!!!!

If It’s ALL ABOUT YOU When Things FALL THROUGH …
Just Do Your Do In The FIRST PLACE … Cool … !!!!!

I’ve Seen Enough NOW … !!!
To Know Heads Turn Round …
When I Start To …. FROWN …. !!!!!

Because My FURROWED Brow …
Means … I DON'T LIKE HOW …
Things Are … “ Going Down “ … !!!!!!

I DON’T Like To Be Clowned …
Or To … HEAR The Sounds … !!!!!
of Words From … “ Mouths “ …
Where Thought’s Been DROWNED … !!!!!

So That’s It FOR NOW … !!!
But Here’s Some LAST Words …

For …
Fast-Mouthed FOOLS … !!!

"Who Is It YOU THINK You’re Talking To ? “ .....
People sometimes, really need to check themselves, when it comes to how, and what they choose to say to people, who they don't really know !
Valerie Apr 2020
The empty plastic packet escapes its captor and runs down the street
Disappearing with the wind.
The horizon comes alive as trees sway with abandon.
The lone blackbird is seen hastily making its way back home.
That’s when I feel it.
The first drop,
Singeing my cheek,
Languidly making it’s way to my chin.
I look upto the sky for the first time.
Angry grey clouds veiling the sun stare back at me.
They seem desperate for release.
But something more powerful seems to be holding them back.
What is it?
What’s stopping them from unleashing sheets of rain
that will slide down from above
Hit the concrete and jump into a puddle?
“What’s stopping you?” I ask out loud
Chin tilted upwards, lips parted, eyes impatiently flitting across the scene above
I await a response.
For the longest time the clouds don’t reply
The tendons in my neck start to ache and I begin to look down
That’s when I hear it
The faintest sound whispering
At first the words seem too quiet, too incoherent
But they start to get louder, clearer
Those sounds become words that string together in a singular sentence that suffuses my being.
“You, are stopping us.”
Carlo C Gomez Apr 2020
They lie dead
scuttled ships
marauders no more
merely firewood
for the pitch black flames

They lie prone
paralyzed senses
forces no longer
only drops
from puddles of ****** mutiny

Captains of real estate
they settled on new worlds
from old buildings
three arks on a maiden voyage:
the Niña
the Pinta
and the Sandinista

Release the collective animal
ruling in symphony
with those heavy waters
now a graveyard

Cleansed mind
falling reign
their kingdom come and go
Michael R Burch Apr 2020
Sanctuary at Dawn
by Michael R. Burch

I have walked these thirteen miles
just to stand outside your door.
The rain has dogged my footsteps
for thirteen miles, for thirty years,
through the monsoon seasons ...
and now my tears
have all been washed away.

Through thirteen miles of rain I slogged,
I stumbled and I climbed
rainslickened slopes
that led me home
to the hope that I might find
a life I lived before.

The door is wet; my cheeks are wet,
but not with rain or tears ...
as I knock I sweat
and the raining seems
the rhythm of the years.

Now you stand outlined in the doorway
—a man as large as I left—
and with bated breath
I take a step
into the accusing light.

Your eyes are grayer
than I remembered;
your hair is grayer, too.
As the red rust runs
down the dripping drains,
our voices exclaim—

"My father!"
"My son!"

NOTE: “Sanctuary at Dawn” was written either in high school or during my first two years of college. Keywords/Tags: father, son, conflict, reconciliation, storm, rain, tears, sweat, mud, slog, downpour, flood
Sadie Grace Apr 2020
Winds blow trees back and forth
Thunder booms, rain pelts my face
Call it harsh but I love it
Call it dark but I live for this
Nature demonstrates exactly how my soul is feeling  
I’m a spring storm, longing for a sunny summer
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