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Georgia Owen Apr 2015
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Dallas Phoenix Mar 2015
I could unwrap your mummified heart,
But I'm too much of a coward to know where to start,
Working myself into a replicated gentlemen,
And this time,
Ask her out without winged middlemen,

Sometimes I think I'm truly wasting my time,
I'm just an expired grandfather clock passed it prime,
So if I ever squared off with your elegance,
I'd just back off and drown in regrets and negligence,

Am I waste to you?
A *** with burnt flowers,
A darker shade of blue?
Am I just too radioactive to touch?
Am I just too closed casket faced to love?
Too jellied knuckled to trust?
I honestly think I'm just ******,

When I skip rocks,
They sink,
Down with the trash,
And so it seems,

I have nothing else to do,
But wish I could spend my life with you,
mxy Mar 2015
smothering you.
something I never intended to do
never really something anyone intentionally does
it kinda
sorta
just
happens.
and for that, I am sorry.
I am sorry for the double texts
I am sorry for the endless questions
I am sorry for making you feel like you were being suffocated by my presence
I am sorry for hovering over every detail you refused to share with an empty soul I call mine
I am sorry for causing you to suffer through the life experience of having me to be someone that loves you
I am sorry I smothered you
I am sorry you never smothered me too
-mxy
bluestarfall Feb 2015
A year ahead, a year passed by,
The doors are still opened, and the ponds are still dry,
You did say you loved me, you did say goodbye,
Our irrevocable commitments proved promises are a lie.

Its the night recalling the showers in the springs,
And the weekend waltz to the attuned strings,
You revolve around me today, with your name engraved within,
Stop hiding from me, so long where have you been?

But for a second i believed..
As the gush of wind whispered your name,
The clock is ticking beside our picture frame,
You're flowing like the river,in your gown , camouflaging blue,
Lined up a lot of work, I still got seconds for you.
There is always a line between holding on and letting go.The proof is that we are constantly pulled by it.
Amber Bowen Feb 2015
Here we go again
Not a single word in sight
No attempt at contact
Did I do something wrong?
Or are you ignoring me
Am I too clingy for you?
I don't believe a simple "Hello"
Every once in a while
Is considered too much
Maybe you're busy
And I'm overreacting
I can't help
But to worry myself sick
All these what if scenarios
Only to conclude you are alright
The sun resets itself
Leaving us another cyclical day
Of worry and ignorance
Being ignored ***** tremendously.
I feel so alone and forgotten,
It's unreal.
River Scott Feb 2015
"Your a good kid, don't change"
No, I don't want to be good
Not if being good makes
You like me.

"You got a good head on your shoulders"
Never have understood that
I **** up everything
I mess things up on purpose.

"I just wish you'd make some time for me"
No.
I have no time for you.
You aren't worth it.

"I guess you don't love me anymore"
I never did.
You only pretended I did.
You just played me, so I played back.

"I'll pay you in good hugs and kisses"
If I want that,
I'll get them from
Someone who actually means something to me

"I like you, don't push me away"
I'll do what I want,
Besides
You aren't worth it.

"Yep I'll take the hint, see ya" responds again anyways
It wasn't a hint,
My life doesn't revolve around you
When you want me in it.

"I swear you avoid me"**
Hell yea I do.
You are creepy
And manipulative.

I never wanted this when we became friends.

-r.y.s
You are a *******.
Sarah M Gillihan Dec 2014
I’m so madly in love with you

I just want you to love me too

You say you do

Just please,

Render it true.

I can’t survive without you

When we fight I turn so blue

You don’t understand

No, you never do

Just the word

“Bye”

Makes me cry for hours over you

I know these are just words

Simply written in text

If you could just see the hurt and the tears

Running down my neck

The make-up smeared

In lines down my face

You’ll never hear my cries

You’re hundreds of miles away

You’re my knight in shining armor

Though you don’t believe this case

I care way too much

I cling to you

So there’s no space

No space between us

So we’re face-to-face

If only this were true

It’s just a matter of days

Until I take my life

With this pile of blades

I’m coming home my darling

Just please understand

I love you way too much

I can’t withstand

These days without you

Holding my hand

I’m coming home my love

This I have planned

I’m coming to see you

Just promise,

you’ll hold my hand.

I hate all this fighting

Because we’re apart

I’m coming home,

I’m coming home.

Together,

we can mend our hearts.

I’m sorry

For the days we fight

Just the thought of you leaving

Makes me cry in the night

My passion for you

Could never be for another

I will love you

Like no other

So even though

We have our ups and downs

We’ll work things out

And get around

The pain in our hearts

Don’t make a sound

Just think of me in the night,

then lie on the ground.

Look at the moon

And stare at the stars

Think of me

and know

That I’m not too far

I’ll love you forever

Just don’t forget me

Because even now

I’m still in need

Of your care and your touch

I forget

And I can’t see

If there’s any good left in me

Just don’t let go

If you still care

Cause my skin is thin

And I’m so scared

I don’t want to lose you

But I hate the air

I don’t deserve to live

And I can’t be there

I can’t be there and stay by your side

Even though I fantasize

About one day

Being your bride.

And even though you don’t want me

I just wish that you could see

What you really do to me

I try so hard to be happy

Because you said that you were

Proud of me

Proud of me for staying clean

When all I see is filth in me

And even as I hold these blades,

I think of you

and I feel ashamed.

You keep me strong

While I’m going insane

I really wish you felt this way

And I pour my heart out

day after day,

Hoping soon you’ll see the pain

Believing the tears rolling down my face

Knowing I love you

And that my heart breaks

Every moment that you’re away

I write these words

No matter what you say

I’ll love you the same

Either way

Even if

And when

You push me away

I’ll say,

“Okay.”

Cause I love you

And if that’s what will make you happy

Then okay.

I’ll still keep loving you

day after day.

And I just hope

you’ll feel the same

Just love the girl

That drove you away.

She didn't mean it.

She’s insane.
If you don't love me, I'll find someone else who does.
I am myself Nov 2014
Absence
Makes the heart grow
Fonder
What about my mind?

I've lost connection
You are gone
I can't feel you
Reach you

I feel so **** lost
I hate this part of me
Dependent
Needy

I don't want to
I can't
Need
You

But once again
I can't help
But reach out
For you
he wouldn’t mind if you will become clingy & possessive.
in fact he love it when you are doing those actions.
every time someone is scrutinizing him
when you two wandering around.
when someone is telling their feelings for him,
when he is talking to other girls.
when he does not answer your calls and messages for nothing
so that when you two meet the day after that
you are ****** for being paranoid  and
he is going to see your cute expressions
that makes him smile,
feeling ease,
flatter his heart,
make him want to kiss you,
and makes him love you even more.
Kate Aug 2014
I love you is a strange phrase in today's culture
that teaches people to not get too attached
to not be the first person to say it
that being "clingy" is a bad thing that should be avoided at all costs
But yet shows us movies of people falling in love in three days
and says "be like them, or else you will die alone"

I love you.
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