I used to be joyful, happy and glad
I used to sing in the rain
Regardless of being full of lark,
I used to dance with my bared mind.

And as she came along,
Uplifted I was.
She made me sing with even more
Joy, happiness and gladness.

With her on my mind,
I went to quietly rest,
With her on my chest,
My fears I mindlessly wrest.

But an illusion she was,
She left me alone after a while.
She needed me not,
While I was left all to rot.

I'm like an ant in a sideway,
Like a butterfly in a park
Pretty to look at,
Yet not substantial to have.

But then I found it,
It was within me all along,
My true love, bound never to leave
For only I can leave.

With me forever, since my birth
It leaves in my heart no itch,
My true love that receive me will.
My true love that defend me will.

My love that after death will take me,
My love that shall embrace me
My love that shall save me
My love that care shall show me.

Yes for this love is what made me,
What shaped me, and moulded me
Yes, this love that is a everlasting
As the whole universe is ever-expanding.

Lord, when I pray and don't receive
That which I pray for, I still believe
In the god who answers honest prayers
And shoulders all His people's cares,
The god who's Father, Spirit, and Son,
Who's one in three and three in one,
The god who heroically chose to die
For sinners, the god who cannot lie,
The god who's only good and true,
The only god who's GOD—who's You.

It was until today I realized I've been wrong this whole time.
Doing wrong.
I went to the house of God and I was taught and taught.
I sat there and kneeled and prayed and cried until the floor was
DRENCHED.
My face filled with sorrow,
As IF!! IF!! THERE WERE NO TOMORROW.
I see You Father.
I need you Father.
I want you Father!!!
So i say now, I welcome you into my life, I GIVE you my life.
For God all i need is your love, your care, your warmth, and I worship you.
I do Father.
I.
Do.

Does God listen when we pray?
Or when we speak does He turn away?

When life is tough, is it His doing?
Is He putting us through a test to reveal our loyalness?

Lost in this world with no guidance.
I need help, where can I find it?

My faith is strong, though sometimes rough..
I pray to God, but is it enough?

I know I stray away at times.
But I beg for forgiveness, of this heart of mine.

Sometimes I wonder, why is it me?
When I am going through tragedy.

But then I remember, all He's done.
Even sacrificed his only begotten Son.

No matter what I go through,
I know He's with me, every step of the way.

I thank you God, for all you do.
Even when my heart strays from You.

My heart is yours, forever more
Till the day I'm at your door.

In Maranatha faith and hope
Are more matur'd than in the Pope.

She sings for Jesus Christ and joy,
And doth the Devil's ears annoy.

Her goodness, purity, patience, peace,
And lovingkindness never cease.

She's sav'd by grace but works good works;
And in her heart no evil lurks.

She turns me down for that is she
A slave to love and liberty.