Fighting over stupid things
Like what colour something is

I don't know why I cried,                                                           ­                       
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when you walked away,                                                            ­                          
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I felt like we had died,                                                            ­                            
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long before that dark day                                                              ­                    
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    I think I was still holding                                                          ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­                        
on to a sweet memory                                                           ­                           
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as I felt my heart folding,                                                         ­                             
                                   ­                                                                 ­                     closing in around me                                                               ­                       
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It had really hit me,                                                              ­                      
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that our love was gone                                                             ­                     
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and I would then be                                                               ­                           
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forever lonely & alone                                                            ­                      
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My heart was aching                                                           ­                               
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and no one really cared,                                                           ­                                     
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inside I was shaking,                                                         ­                                  
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broken & scared                                                           ­                                   
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We both knew it was coming                                                           ­             
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but let it happen anyway,                                                          ­                
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both hell- bent on burning                                                          ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­                                     
the one we loved in every way                                                              ­                     
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a lesson worth learning                                                         ­                               
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look at what we've done today

When I see you with your beloved,
I swallow a laugh in my weary chest.
Amidst the long harvesting days,
You labor in sweat, worn and pressed.

What has she done to you, my dear?
O’ Noor, your glow is stripped away.
The voice that once bloomed like spring,
Now wilts in silence, pale and frayed.

You were the song, the wind, the rain,
Now bound in dust, in calloused hands.
Once unchained, wild, and free—
Now lost in a life you never planned.

You were ravaging me                                                               ­                                                                 ­                                            
Tearing my soul apart                                                            ­                                                                 ­                                                           
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Why can't you let me be                                                               ­                                                                 ­                                              
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Leave what's left of my heart                                                            ­                                      
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I feel like I can't breathe                                                          ­                              
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Your hatred is all around                                                           ­                                               
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Making you too blind to see                                                              ­                                                                 ­                                       
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You have lost what you found                                                            ­                
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Wipe that smirk off your face                                                             ­                 
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You're not as smart as you think                                                            ­          
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I am leather not lace                                                             ­                                                                 ­                                            
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  My heart black, was once pink                                                             ­                                               
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 When I let myself feel                                                             ­                   
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I lost all control                                                          ­                                                    
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Now my wounds are healing                                                          ­                                        
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I am reclaiming my soul                                                             ­                                                                 ­                                        
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I am walking away                                                             ­                                           
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Thinking only of me                                                               ­                                           
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I don't care what you say                                                              ­                
                                                ­                                                                 ­                This is the end of "we"

No fights, no pleas,
soft voice lets me leave.
Stuck wading the seas
what a life I done weaved.

Leaving love, leaving passion,
lost my soul; one line caption.

Feeling free but not gone,
lone sharks in motion
too proud to hold on.

No closure or commotion,
just a ‘scort leaving hearts.

And I’m stuck with our memories
a fish bleeding apart.

I don't love you, nor you me                                                               ­                                               
   We are fused together in misery                                                           ­                                       
   Once hidden from visibility                                                       ­                                         
Now we radiate hostility                                                        ­                                            
    No more I love You's are said,                                                            ­                                                
Insults get hurled instead                                                                          ­                                            
 Back-to-back we lay in bed                                                              ­                                    
 Wishing that the other was dead                                                             ­                                               
                                                                ­                                                      
A volcano ready to erupt                                                            ­                    
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Yet nothing left between us                                                                     ­                                            
  Makes me wonder if there ever was                                                                                                      
Except the hate I always got                                                                   ­    
It's sick, it's sad, it hurts so much                                                                      ­                                
 That I chose to hate over love

There we are
Bundles of thoughts and nerves
We plan and script
Burn the midnight oil
Charting paths and mapping
Defining destinations
But then, life happens

And it will

I suppose I could brood
And close tired eyes
Or I could lasso a cloud
And hitch a ride to paradise