I loved you more than I loved me Ignoring all of your flaws because of what you said to me Blinded by your love I just gave you all of me Now it is clear to me That you are not who you said you are to be Fake smiles, fake love, fake grasps All of which you did just to say you had me Your love was never what I imagined it to be
Some days I feel like a sailor lost at sea Sailing the endless ocean not knowing if I will ever find my destination. Sometimes it’s like I’m surrounded by a cloud of fog, blinded to the point where I can no longer tell where I came from or where to go next. Some days I want to see a light from the distance shining through that fog Calling my name Showing me where I need to be. I wanted you to be my light house, Clearing the fog around me And letting me know that my journey ended with you. But I felt so lost when I was with you Maybe because the lighthouse in you, never wanted to turn the lights on for me
I'm tired, constantly, physically, mentally, in all regards, a blob of exhaustion repeating day after day the same words, moving the same way, lacking the common thrill of living, 'I'm tired' we say, and fail to notice the vast sea left undiscovered.
Baby I think we need to breathe So much love lost I'm smiling cause it's impossible to grieve It's impossible to leave I'm addicted to you darling But your too blinded to see
