I trusted you
I trusted you

Still see the brand of your jeans
Your hands were cold as ice
And it still keeps me up at night

I wish I had the words to say
But I'm still working through the pain
It's killing me day after day
But I won't take it to my grave

I'm telling you
I'll tell 'em all, I'll tell the truth
Oh, just the thought of you
Controlling all I do
If I bury anything, I'll bury you

I wish I had the words to say
But I'm still working through the pain
It's killing me day after day
But I won't take it to my grave

Did you, did you
Think I'd keep our little secret?
I don't have any good reason
To not come clean from your demons
I'm damaged, I'm bleeding
Did you think I would stay quiet?
That I'd forgive and not fight it?
But the resentment is hiding
And you can't scare me to silence

I wish I had the words to say
But I'm still working through the pain
It's killing me day after day
But I won't take it to my grave

Still see the brand of your jeans
Your hands were cold as ice
And it still keeps me up at night

feeling fine
freely smiling
music in my ears
i’m jamming out
that one song comes on
i know it in three notes
i thought i deleted it
it stops me in my tracks
because now im reliving it