Away and apart from routine
A departure from the past
There is something that remains in mind
To exactly figure out this something is a difficult task.

Predominantly it's a worry
At some point of time it seems to be worry
Time and again the mind is worried about something.

Apart from worry
Still there is something that goes on in the mind
Quite essentially it can be anything, if not everything
To figure out exactly what else goes on in the mind takes time and effort.

As and when,
In fact whenever,
A time comes to define what's going on in the mind
The first thing that gets all the priority is cause
What's the exact cause behind this?
In fact worry is something that can run concurrent to a cause.

Always there is a flow to the thoughts going in the mind
Prior to this there was something going on in the mind
After this, the next thing that needs to be done
Then something else
Like this and so on
Some sort of pattern gets noticed over a period of time.

What goes on in the mind can be a flight of imagination
A desire for something might occupy a space in the mind
Diversity in thought process has always remained there
Also important is to integrate all the different patterns
Bring them together, club them, combine them
Once integrated,
After an unison the mind becomes stable and thoughts clear
Always it's priority that does it's work over a period of time.

Focus and concentration as and when they go hand in hand, then the ouctome has remained much more than expected.

Important is the fact that both should have their own relevance
When the level of concentration is good enough to suffice, then it becomes important to have a focus on goal.

Time consumed, time spent and time utilized
In one way or another
In whichever way time gets used
Always it has remained a key element
An element, which will make all the difference between winning and losing.

So always make up your mind
Decide upon something
Once decided
Thoughts need to be scrutinized
Then, forget worry about future
Think about what is there in front of you
In front of your eyes
Keep an eye on your goal
Think about the same in your mind and forget worry
Once decided upon something, then take the first step in the right direction and move towards your goal.

It's become nothing but words
Hollowed hangings dangling from my teeth
Hurt and hateful
Confused and fateful
For the light from my computer isn't enough to see the room
I am alive only by the heartbeat of another
And I only believe through fear anymore.
That's how we were raised.
It can only love if you only fear
And I'm afraid we were mislead
Instead I hope to see light
Flashing fanatically and frantically to tell me to follow
Because the light from my computer is just enough to blind me from the world
And I need something.
Anything.

you've got a lot to say
when you sigh
and you don't say anything
like:
you don't know what it's like everyday
and:
you're too young to understand why
you
tell me that it's not so simple
that
life isn't always the way it seems
and
seven hundred other cliches
about the time you almost jumped
and
how you're tired of just settling
how you're
being a fog that's settled at dawn
you're
fighting the urge to lay down and yawn
you
like to sleep,
to escape
i like to sleep
so i can dream
dreams of eyes that say everything,
like a glance
that radiates what your thoughts sing,
a moment
where all things feel invincible
a time
where i don't feel so invisible
where it all comes into place
laced in between your fingers
and then you kiss my face
but,
you don't say anything at all

Pick yourself up.
every single one of them may stare,
They may haunt you every single ******* night,
because you can't shake the glaring eyes,
there those that you can't escape.
But know,
You maybe on the bottom,
Feeding so much that you're fed up with this ****.
but,
you're not the one who's a bottom feeder.
Feeding off of others and their failures.

No.

You're better,
Better enough to try,
and you're gonna try to be your best.
and not give a **** about the rest.
and if you can't simply try.
you're going to end up like them.
and there not worth anything like you.

The only mistake to be made was before death, thinking to myself as life was leaving these old lungs. While another was begging for one last word, some way to keep them going.
I would do anything to speak to them even if only one last time, I would haunt anyone and everyone if it meant I could get even one letter across.
Even if my only form of engrossment was through scarlet rivers, sacrificing the brightest of souls, or overcoming the darkest and most treacherous of hollows. To reach her. Absolutely anything.

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Or put it in something.
It can be anything.
And ill try to make it into something :)
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Can I say nothing
(what is the word?)
to happiness bring
(meaning obscured)?

Can I say nothing
(nothing at all?)
and let silence ring
(to peace enthrall)?

Can I say nothing
(is it so wrong?)
for hatred's muting
(deafening song)?

Can I say nothing
(what is this plight?)
can I say nothing
(say nothing right)?

I am a hypocrite.
I tell my friends they have to eat,
when I don't.
I tell them not to listen to what others say
when I do.
I tell them they shouldn't cut
when i do
I tell them life is worth living
when I've attempted suicide.
I tell them to be happy
when I'm battling depression.
But regardless,
know I am here
For anyone battling depression
Anyone considering suicide,
Cutting,
Not eating,
Questioning their self worth,
Or maybe just sad.
I am here.