The Moon A Spotlight,
Hugging Me In Its Rays,
Sometimes I Prefer The Darkness,
More Than The Sunlight,
The Tree Branches Sway,
Giving Life To An Abyss,
A Passage For Dreams,
Dreaming About What Life Really Means

Do I Really Belong Here On Earth?
If All I Do Is Put Up A Fake Wall,
Do I Really Have A Light?
Which People Say Glow Inside Of Me,
Do I Really Have Enough Strength Left?
To Make It Another 80+ Years,
I Feel So Fake,
I Feel Like Plastic,
A Tree Trying To Reach The Stars,
But Being Held Back By The Ground

And As Dawn Slowly Approaches,
Dreams Recide With The Dying Moon,
And I Reflect,
As I Stand In The Freezing Breeze,
And As Colors Peak Over The Trees,
I Finally Know,
What Life Means

You Have Come To Know Me Too Well,
With The Charming Blink Of Your Eye,
I'm Held Captive Under Your Spell,
And When All The Light Has Drawn Nigh,
I Can Still Hear The Ancient Knell,
Ringing Throughout The Nighttime Sky,
And As I Ponder What To Do,
I Find Myself Dreaming Of You

Stars Glisten Upon The Waters Blackened Surface,
As Cold Currents Tango With Leaping Comets,
Waves Quietly Lap Against A Ragged Shoreline,
While A Fire Dances Upon The Damp Sands,
And A Sturdy Song Weaves Through The Forest,
A Deep Bass Embeds Itself Into A Beating Heart,
And Shoots Up Towards The Billions Of Stars,
The Same Stars Which Rooted Themselves Into,
The Desperate Eyes Of Millions Before

A Reflection In The Mirror,
Can Bring You So Much Nearer,
To Insanity,
Watching As Red Pools Collect On The Vanity,
Music Sad And Slow,
Listening To It To Regain Your Glow,
Just One More Emotional Blow,
Can End You Up In A Place You Don't Wanna Be,
In A Place You Can't See,
Other Lives Are Falling Apart Next To Your Own,
You Feel Like You've Grown,
But Have You Really?
Do You Really Believe That?
You Are Roaming The Streets Like An Ally Cat,
And With The Removal Of Another's Hat,
And With A Sudden Splat,
You Know You Messed Up In The Past,
And Now The Way That You Came,
Is Now Open For You To Go

Heavens Dressed In Cobalt Velour,
Snow Draped Upon A Forest's Floor.
Night Yielding Adorning Decor;
Starlight Swirling Beneath Time's Oar.
Tides Of Wonder Slosh Against Shore,
Smooth Silence Drawing An Encore.
Transparent Sun Seeps From A Spore,
Vacant Words Cease *Forevermore

Your Father Must Have Been A Theif,
He Must've Caused The World Much Grief,
For He Stole Stars From Our Very Skys,
And Put Them Inside Your Blue-Grey Eyes,
Pheewww What A Relief

I Have So Many Words I Wish To Say,
To Describe The Way I Feel,
Yet I Think I'd Be Describing It The Wrong Way,
I'd Have To Disect Them--Tear Off Their Peel,
My Days Are Lifeless, As A Danceless Ballet,
I Am Hopeful Yet Lost, Needing A Spin Of A Prayer Wheel,
So That's Why I Walk This Worn Past, Wanting To Stray,
Stray To The Less Traveled Path, Just To See How It Feels,
A Path Where I Wouldn't Have To Be Ruled And Obey,
Where Life Would Be Kind, And Keep It's End Of The Deal,
Where Nature Would Be My Friend--Where I'd Lose Count Of Days,
Where I Could Soak In Every Shade On The Color Wheel,
Where I Would Sit In A Bed Of Flowers And Watch Them Sway,
But Sadly I Cannot Live In That World Which Seems So Ideal,
I'll Just Have To Wait, Till This World No Longer Needs Me,
Till The End Of My Days

I Dont Know What To Do,
Deciding The Fate Of Me And You,
I Don't Want Love To Turn To Hate,
I Don't Want Misery To Be Put On Our Plates,
But Honestly I'm Confused,
About This Love Of Me And You

Gullies glide gracefully over skeletal planes
Oblique sunshine withers in the gray
Obsolete, it warms no living creature
Dormant seeds lie hidden beneath gravel,
Buried beneath a sea of smothered
Yearning--awaiting rainfall which looms an
Eternity away

Mother Earth's Skin Oozed Between My Toes,
As I Listened To The Trees Whisper To Me,
"It's Okay, Just Let Go"
The Heat Of The Day Warmed Me To My Core,
Beads Of Perspiration Collected On My Forehead,
As My Burning Feet Cooled In The River,
The Songbirds Whistled A Soothing Tune,
"It's Okay, Just Let Go"
As My Body Sunk To The Ground,
And Became One With Our Mother,
The River Swirled Around My Feet,
Singing As It Lapped Upon My Skin,
"It's Okay, Just Let Go"
And With That, I Did

Whenever I See You,
I Always Ask What's Wrong,
You Say I Don't Have A Clue,
I Know You're Strong,
But I'm Afraid I'll Lose You,
Of That One Dark Temptation,
I've Stopped You Before,
But How Long Will It Be,
Before You Do It Once More?

You Asked Me,
If I Runaway Would You Come With
I Know How Badly You Wish To Be Free,
But I Said Yes Pretending It Was A Myth,
I Wish I Could Save You,
From The Depths Of Dispare,
If I Did,
What Else Would Be Lurking There?
You Told Me Half The Story,
But What Does That Do?
You Told Me,
If I Told You, You Might Want To Help
The Only One Who Can Help,
Is Yourself

I Will Still Think Of You,
When Light Fades From Day,
I Will Still Think Of You,
When "I Love You"s Drift Away,
I Will Still Think Of You,
When Time Is Stale And Tasteless,
I Will Still Think Of You,
When My Body Is Gone And Graceless

Call Me Wh#re,
Call Me A Sl#t,
Call Me A B#tch,
And A Tw#t But,
I've Said I'm Sorry,
You Don't Know The Whole Story,
I'm Tired Of You,
And I'm Done With Me,
I'm Tired Of Being Caged Inside,
This Skinned Ceiled Body,
I'm Tired Of The World,
Trying To Torture Me,
I'm Locked In A Cell,
And I Wish You Well,
On Your Way To Hell,
Listen For The Bell,
Don't You Dare Tell,
The World How I Fell.....

Silently Spin World,
Twirl A Web Of Time And Space,
Give Life A Purpose

                          Quietly Twist World,
              Play Among The Moon And Stars,
                            Give Us All Wishes

                                           Soundlessly Dance World,
                                            Tango In The Realm God,
                                          Let Him Hear Our Prayers

I Was Made From Pollen And Brittle Beige Petals,
My Blood Was Created From Silver Dewdrops,
My Eyes Were Made From Two Summer Leaves,
And My Lips Were Created By Ripe Strawberries,
I Feed Off Of The Sun And I Am Anchered In Soil,
Yet There Is Always The Threat Of Being Plucked,
Of Being Put Into A Vase Just For Show,
But I Will Wilt Because I Am No Longer Rooted,
To The Earth's Resonating Crust

SydneyVictoria

My Lips Are Set Straight, Chapped, And Thin.
    Heart
             Is
                 Thumping
                                Wildly
                                         Pushing
                                                      Blo­od
                                                              ­ Through
                                                                ­               My
                                                              ­                      Hot
Clouds Scurried Across The Sky Like Thin Blue Veins
                                                           ­                        As
                                                              ­                 If
                                                              ­             It
                                                              ­    Were
                                                        ­      A
                                                Captive
 ­                                   Animal
                       ­    That
                    Had
            Been
       Set
Free From Accusation The Birds Soared Above Me
    ....
        Such
               An
                    Interesting
                                ­      Concept
                                                   ­ Because
                                                        ­          How
                                                                ­          Does
                                                  ­                                One
The Leaves Fell In Circles Around Me; It's Fall I Know
                                                            ­                          If
                                    ­                                         They
                                                            ­        Truly
                                                             Are
                                                   "Free"
                                            And
          ­                           Not
                            Being
                   Held
       Captive
  By
The Dawn Is Quiet Since Deserted By The Sparrows
     Sky

*Sydney

The Rain Streaked Window,
Is Chilled From The Damp Spring Air,
The World Outside--Grey

                        The Pavement Is Soaked,
                 Blackened It Smells Of The Rain,
                  The Leaves Had Turned Green

                                                   Flowers Sip Cautious,
                                   Drinking The Water Of Spring,
                                    Quenching The World's Thirst

Stale Memories Seep Into My Mind,
The Sight Of Faces So Brutal So Unkind,
Confessing The Unholy Truth Which Is Entwined,
In The World Of Blackened Sin In A Sacred Shrine

Epiphanies Swimming Inside The Confusion,
Life A Lie--Caught In An Illusion,
A Mind Weak From Climbing Hills Of Thought,
All Of The Mountians I've Never Forgot

The Pleasure Of Escape Is Reality Of Dreaming,
Though When I'm Awake My Soul Is Screaming,
Chills Race Along My Pale And Chapped Skin,
From Enemies Staring--A Deleterious Grin

Fatigue Grasping Me In Angry Fists,
My Heart Breaking--Endless Splits,
People Standing On Streets With Bottles Of Gin,
Just Trying To Forget All Of Their Sins

Stars Guide From Up Above,
Dark In The Sky--Billions Of White Doves,
Lights Shining Beautiful And Bold,
I'm Finally Fine, Believe What You're Told

Throughout These Seasons,
Just One Thing Has Stayed The Same,
The Love You've Given

                 Through These Winter Nights,
             Just One Thing Has Kept Me Warm,
                        Your Beautiful Words

                   Throughout All This Change,
               My Heart's Changed For The Better,
                         That's Because Of You
                      
                                     ­      And At Each Evening,
            I've Thanked The World For One Thing,
                                          *That My Friend; Is You

I Wasn't Good Enough For Him,                                    
Wasn't Good Enough For Her,                                        
Wasn't Good Enough For Them,
Inside I Stir,
Black On The Walls,
White On The Door,
I Feel All That's Good,
Has Fell Through The Floor,
I Do Not Miss It,
Nope--Not A Bit,
I Could Cry And Yell,
And Even Throw A Fit,
I Flunked The System,
I Failed A Dream,
My Skin Is Bruised,
But I Swam That Stream,
You Say Hello As You Pass,
You Think My Week Was Good?
You Think I Had A Blast?
When You Said Goodbye I Ran Away,
*Fast

~~~~Winter~~~~
The blue moon shimmers,
Light grazing my frosted soul,
Each snowflake smiles,
When the sun returns the day,
If only she could be mine

                         *~~~~Summer~~~~
                        My heart burns brightly
                        The pain so very intense
                        For I am the flame
                        But my love belongs in frost
                        If only I could have him

~~~~Winter~~~~
The days grew longer,
As she quietly approached,
Her strides warmed the grounds,
But as soon as she reached me,
I was no longer myself

                      ~~~~Summer~~~~
                        His hair wasn't shards
                        His face was no longer ice
                        But he was now mine
                        Ever so slow I touched him
                        But my smile like him melted

Created By Bailey Kreutzer And Sydney Kakuk)

Strong Jaws Jar My Heart,
One's Of Demons--Slowly Tearing Me Apart,
The Sound Of The Rip,
And The Sight Of Blood Drip,
Does Not Bother Me--No,
I Start To Cross That Lonely Road,
And The Memories Start To Flow,
My Attention Is Not On My Own,
                        Fate,
I'm Upset You Still Live There,
Not In This City--But In My Head,
You Just Wanted To Put To Bed,
Your Diseres--Twisted That Must Be,
Do You Even Think Of Me?
I No Longer Care--I'm Part Of A New Pair,
And I Will Avoid Your Sister's Stone Stare,
Though Within--I'm Still Picking Up The Pieces