It's never been said out loud.
It's more of a mutual understanding
hanging heavy in the air
I don't want pity, I need clarity
Yes or No.
I cringe at the wait
Will you love me forever or let me go?

If you are going to walk out you should do it now.
Don't look back or say anything. Just go. You lingering here just makes it harder for me.

Don't tell me you love me because you don't, if it was love it shouldn't have been this painful.

My lungs are tight
They're trying to breathe your name

My body's full of blood and scar tissue and you

You broke me when you said it was time to move on

Why is it that you don't love me anymore

All I can do is love you with every heart beat and all my soul
And I am sorry I can't stop

You seemed so confident when you said we were done and I was left lying in a heap on my bedroom floor curled up with your shirt

Your smell isnt enough to make me sane

Something is wrong with me,

I don't know what,

but I am different,

I feel different,

I don't feel like I fit in,

There is no place for me,

not in this society,

I am sorry,

but I am not -can not- be,

who you want me to be,

I am different,

Something is wrong with me,

I don't know what,

But something isn't right,

I am sorry,

I am not who I should be,

sorry that I don't fit in,

I can't help that something is wrong with me