P Marrero: Favorites

Feb 2018 P Marrero

Remus

I was placed in a grave,
but I crawled out for you.

It wasn’t because you were
charming or handsome,
but how I felt as you spoke.

The flutter of my heart,
the laughter escaping me,
and I how I desperately wanted
to kiss you.

I reached out,
you were all I ever wanted,
but I reached too soon.

The ground crumbled around my feet,
and I was 6 feet under
my heart filled with despair.

#sadness #relationship #depression #breakup #love #unrequited

Feb 2018 P Marrero

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Feb 2018 P Marrero

Ciel Noir

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What other kind              of creature could divide
        Each different thing           into its different sides
  With chaos versus             order, dark and light
The stark duality of         wrong and right
We even split the very        world in two
With human versus human,       we and you
But still no matter how much      we divide
Each thing has infinitely many      sides

Feb 2018 P Marrero

Life

Feb 2018 P Marrero

Coraline Hatter

Life

I'd rather spend my life traveling
without any destination in mind
just exploring

A life spent on trains
and planes
roads and cars

Than living at a place
in a country
a city
That doesn't feel like home
because i don't know
the rest of the world
nor myself

Spent 5 hours on a train today
One more to come
and I love it.

#traveling #tourist #world #roadtrip #planes #cars #myself #home #homesick #stranger

Feb 2018 P Marrero

I hate

Feb 2018 P Marrero

Eve

I hate

You know
I've always heard
People saying and ranting
About going home
Home home home

I don't know why
My home is a place
A place where i never want to be
I hate it there

It's so suffocating
The minds there are ignorant
And and stifling
I hate it there

It's where my eyelids
Are pasted together
And where my lips
Are stapled together
I hate it there

It's where my thoughts
Are are vile
And my heart is
Just an *****
I hate it there

It's where there's always
A preach about god
But what god would
Allow stifle
Allow suffocation
Allow ignorance

It's a place that i hate
I hate
I hate

-fir.m

#home #hate #stifle #suffocate #god #heart #religion

Feb 2018 P Marrero

Dissociation

Feb 2018 P Marrero

A A

Dissociation

Tell me,
How many sips does it take,
How many puffs does it take,
How many pills does it take,
How many sniffs does it take,
How many needles does it take,
To feel the way I do?

#dissociation #escapism #psyche #drugs #high #spaced #wired #dissociating #anxiety #depression

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