It's not all
cigarette boys
his sweater smells good
a drug so sweet
It's a bitter
sour taste
he smells like death
drugs that poison us into a deep sleep
surrounded by empty bodies
the things we take
slowly forgetting reality
we don't speak
I'll see him in my dreams
cigarette daydreams
smoke
settling into my hair
I can't live in a colorful world
without you
we create
new stars
11:11
I want him to go away
he's a lighter
golden (e̶y̶e̶s̶)
in the dark
a burning flame
in daylight
blowing away
into a spiritual midnight
under a
neon moon
I only feel numb around you
I'm running out of air
you're not touching me
stop suffocating me
it's easy to put out
a cigarette
so easy to light
one more
lover
he's only a stranger