It was poetically chaotic. It was one sided, it was so unhealthy in every which way shape and form. It was night after night, morning after morning that I would run day by day and stop once at each day thinking what could happen next. Hoping and wishing that one day it would come. Some days it felt like it was definitely going to come, but most days would end with an unfortunate outcome. That is what it felt like to be crazy.

was down for a catch,
can’t believe it happen,
drove me to the edge,
able to do it with no regrets
climb mountain peaks,
as dreams come alive.

waited too long to touch me like this,
hold me up as we kissed
hug me so tight,
as our skin unfolds tonight

at that last 30 seconds,
I watch how it ended,
the walls of my heart shattered like glass,
and flooded by streams of blood.
constantly feeling the pain,
choking me from the inside.
unable to breathe and to see

darkness creeping in,
monsters going out of you
can't help but embrace
to feel and let it in
in a doomed world where my light has gone
it was catastrophic and melancholic
with you now I can't hold
won't trade any story for our history

We could've shown them
The world of lilac and yellow
How the world stops to spin
But at the last 30 seconds, it broke the grip

Ngunit ako’y natakot,
sa mga salita **** binaggit,
mga nakaraan **** nagbigay sakit,
wag kang magalala
dahil di ka kapalit-palit,

Ramdam ko ang iyong takot,
sa mga taong iniwan ka,
sa mga pagkakataong sinayang ka,
at sa mga pangakong naglaho na.

ituturing kitang bagong alala,
dahil ikaw ay nagbigay saya
sa pusong nanghina,
noong makilala ka
aking sinta.