That's just my story
And don't worry
I'll never forget you
Or regret you
I found you
Then I lost you
I can't stop my heart
Not even my thought

I'll sing of all the ways I miss you
and how this sorrow came to be
the verses, lies I should have whispered
the chorus, truths in harmony.

The melody will break the silence
and call your broken heart to me
to be repaired by love unyielding
to broken hymns in minor key.

From afar, I look at him
In a crowded place, my eyes search for only him;

From afar, I listen as he starts talking
It sounds like angels singing;

From afar, I see his smile as he walks by
It feels like I am lifted up high in the sky;

From afar, I will love him with all my heart
Even though it seems like we are worlds apart;

From afar, I feel like he is mine
Wishing our hearts would someday intertwine;

From afar, I dream of him
And I know it is only there that I will have him
'Coz I know this is just a one sided love
His love, I cannot have.

I guess i'm not sleeping tonight.
My mind is racing about thoughts of you.
You, ******* you.
What is so ******* great about you?
What attracts me to you?
Is it the way that you don't give a **** about anyone?
or how you put the cigarette between your lips,
and let the smoke fall out?

You're not worth my thoughts.
You've ****** me over way too many times.
You're a ****, a ***, my ******* love.

God I wish I could get you off my mind for good.

I know who you are
My lucky shining star
Thank you for much concern
My love may you discern
Your presence both adolescents
My hero saved my life
A step closer to a lovely wife
My gift sent from the heaven
A rush like a blush what happen
My heart is where u truly belong
What's going on is it wrong?
Me & you... are critically strong<3

Cut myself & bleed
Pour out blood from my skin
Puncture through layers
Stab myself in the heart
Write you a letter in blood
Mail it to you before I leave you
Don't want to deceive you
Should I believe you
The things said the lines I read
Why you choose to haunt me
Come to me & magically disappear
& whenever you feel you reappear
Take my life but before you do
Be my wife stab me with a knife
Take my heart out
Eat it raw enjoy the taste
It's cold blooded drowning in it Flooded you didn't even budge
Holding on to an endless grudge
Did it help no right now sit tight
Watch me self fight ignite in the night

Has took over me
No more love poems
Only killer from the west
From the best of the rest
No love in my heart
Let's take it back to the start
Depressed Disappointed Doomed
She sliced through me again
Bleeding severely wounded pain
Maintain I'm going insane
****** my heart finish killing me
No more laughter
Just another chapter
You say you love me right after
But that was a lie
So now it's time to say goodbye

I've thought of so many different ways to forget you
I wouldn't say you name anymore
The color blue was erased from my memory
Tragic love stories seemed happy in comparison
But I couldn't do it
How could I let you go
I know that I had a choice
And to you I didn't pick fair
But I didn't know that it would end like this
Blocking and avoiding
Hiding and worrying
Are you okay
Am I okay
I miss you
Not so that I can use you to vent
And not because I didn't have anyone else
I miss you because I miss you
I didn't mean it before when I said we were strangers
I know you, and I know you know me
I miss your sighs and smiles
Even your cat voice
Im so sorry that I didn't stay
But I couldn't
If you would just let me be the best friend you've ever had
We can fix this
I never meant to hurt you but
These violent delights have violent ends
And I understand that I ****** up
But all I'm asking is for you
All I want is my best friend back
The who knows I will aways be there for her
Im sorry thats all I can give
And I know it might not be enough
But all I'm asking for is a chance
A chance to show you I haven't changed
That Im still me
Just the me before all of this happened
So I guess this might be my last saving grace