I want to write a poem to explain how I feel
But I've so many already its unreal
You broke my heart, nothing new
Why did I let myself fall for you
You didn't seam care when I said I was done
I was really hoping that you where the one
Again I was wrong n let my heart get away
Maybe I'll learn not to one day

I chose you
I had a few choices
But I chose you
I could have chose one of the others
But I chose you
I didn't need you
I wanted you
You hurt me
You have taken me for granted
I've been broken enough
I don't put up with it
I should be treated as a priceless artifact
Not avoided and overlooked
If I'm not what you want then tell me
That way we can both move on
Don't play games
My heart doesn't deserve that
I put my all into us
You decided I wasn't worth yours
I fell back into my old pain relieving habit
But those crimson pearls ease my pain.

A Gemini is needy
They need to know you care
They need you to be right there
They need to hear those words every day
They need to know you feel what you say
They need to feel your loving touch
They need to know you feel just as much
They need to feel encouragement
They need to know exactly what's meant
They need someone to always be there
So within their life they can share
Are you the one for a Gemini
Are you the one whom can make her fly

The depression has ahold of me today. Most it's ever lasted was a week n I don't think it's that bad this time I just feel ..... Blah.... Alone.... Taken for granted.... Idk... Emotional.... Contradictory; I wanna be left alone but I don't want to be alone. I wanna scream but don't want to talk. I feel betrayed with no evidence to say I was. I don't know, I think I feel too much too much ya know!

I don't think you get it I don't think you know
How these feelings inside of me go
I'll give you my all n chance my heart to be broken
But your feelings must also be spoken
But you don't n you keep them all locked away
I wish you would just speak what it is you have to say

A Gemini is needy
And can be quite greedy
They need to know you care
They need you to be right there
They need to hear those words every day
They need to know you feel what you say
They need to feel your loving touch
They need to know you feel just as much
They need to feel encouragement
They need to know exactly what's meant
They need someone to always be there
So within their life they can share
Are you the one for a Gemini
Are you the one whom can make her fly

I slept most the day missing you
I cried cuz I didn't know what else to do
Love hurts n I wanted no part
But you came along and stole my heart
I feel like the feeling r not returned
And another time I shall be burned
But I put my heart on my sleeve for all to see
And it seams no one cares what's going on with me
If I never messaged anyone would I still get to converse
I don't think so I'm alone in the universe
I love too hard n give too much
But I'm just something no one wants to touch
I told you I loved you and held open that door
But you couldn't return it so I was left on the floor
Why can't I feel love like normal n start to fly
Why do none give me that high
For now I am going back to sleep
I guess my love is mine alone to keep