Xiao - SparKticas - Hello Poetry

Xiao - SparKticas Feb 2016

Somedays are good,
Somedays are bad.
♦
Others will leave you,
Feeling quite sad
♣
But never forget,
At the end of the day.
♠
You're just a **** up,
**No matter what you say.

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#******* #abusive #bully #mean #**** #****** #offensive #****** #scumbag #mistske

Xiao - SparKticas Jan 2016

Tonight I Wanna Cry

"I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
**Tonight I wanna cry"

"Tonight I wanna cry" - Keith Urban

#pain #sadness #cry #relationship #sorrow #imsorry #her #heartache #tonight #longdistance

Xiao - SparKticas Jan 2016

Wish Upon a Never After

I was ready to relish
In the fruits of our labour
We'd come far from there
The odds finally in our favour

It seems that fate
With twisted wicked tricks
Has our candles of hope
Burning at the end of their wicks

A single wish
That we'd asked to come true
Is all that seemed to be ignored
When I bring up me being with you

Guilt, doubt, misery
and evergrowing sorrow
Are the side affects of thinking
It's worth not waking *tomorrow

Thought bomb
Title makes so sense
No context
No relevance
Just pure cold emotion

#love #broken #fear #worry #relationship #sorrow #her #wish #guilt #us

Xiao - SparKticas Jan 2016

Why, You, I and We

Why* wont you return my messages
Why do you worry me sick
Why would you disappear like that
Why would you succumb like so
Why...

You promised me
You wouldn't do anything
You would stick whatever may come out, You as well as me
You...

I always knew you weren't okay
I always asked and you'd never let up
I always tried my best to maintain contact
I always would've talked you out of it
I...

We are capable of withstanding so much
We are not immortal
We are fragile, sensitive and weak
We are human
*We...

Between everything going on right now I'm speechless. My partner put out the most heartfelt poem and I cant write a single word.
I really am over my head in all this...
Nicole... Tiana... Mum... Dad... Life... its all just... What am I to do? I cant even think of a title...

#broken #life #confused #afraid #lost #hurt #relationship #sorrow #stress #heartache