I may have held the gun
But I didn't pull the trigger

I may have tied the rope
But I didn't pull it tighter

I may have grasped the knife
But I didn't slice my flesh

I may have wanted to die
But it was you who did the killing

I live, I breathe
I laugh everyday
but I cry each night
with the hope to return
to the almighty God
and I wake up each morning
with the realization that
I have no capability to see
my beloved mum, dad
and my kind brother
and I walk around
seeing the sun and the moon
switch places as always
with the fear at some point
the people whom I love
so very much stop inhaling
the air forever, again

I love being with you.
There is no one else I'd rather be with.
You make me smile in a way no one else can.
You make me laugh like no one else can.
You're the first thing I wanna see in the morning,
And the last thing I wanna see at night.
I've never loved anyone the way I love you.
You're my other half.
My love.
My bestgirlfriend.
My happy ever after.
You're everything I have ever hoped and wished for.

I  love you.
*And only you.

a little girl like myself
would think a hurricane like you
a beautiful carousel to ride into