As I saw beyond the disguise, I knew that she could one
As I watched her break down, I knew that she was in need
As my smile turned to a frown, I knew that she is all I o talk to her, the words I could not speak
As she said yes sir, her loe it made me weak
As I watched her do life, I prayed that she'd be mine
As she became my wife, I melted like hocolate oh so divine
As I give her my love, she can always see
As I thank the Lord above, she will always have me

I can see your smile
I could see it from a mile
Your eyes dark and on fire
Your hiding and a liar
Be true to yourself
It effects your health
I never thought I'd get through
I know how it feels to be blue
But baby I care
I know it's not fair
I wish you'd understand
This was all planned
Sometimes we get lost
And we pay the cost
All in different ways
We get lost in a haze
There's a reason to continue
And it turns to mildew
Finally coming out
Then your in drought
No more haze or mildew
finally we are through

Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am I, in so many ways

Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
Lonely am I, that it brings tears.

Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife

Lonely is this bedroom
Lonely is my sentence
Lonely am I that I ask for repentance

kiss me and make the pain go away
kiss me and tell me everything will soon be okay

kiss me and hold me tightly close to you
kiss me and whisper sweet words that are true

kiss me and and lay me on the bed
kiss me from my toes to my head

kiss me here and kiss me there
kiss me all over and anywhere

kiss me softly
and kiss me hardly

kiss me from ear to ear
kiss me after you wipe my tear

kiss me kiss me kiss me more
if you can't do that let me through the door

It was awkward and grim
Together i felt alone siting with him
We watched a movie tonight
No we didnt fight
It was something previous
Together we got mischevious
We played around
No we werent found
It was then we lay
Together we began to play
We were stupid and wrong
No it didnt last long
It would've been the end
Together we wouldnt be a friend
We came close to the brink
No i dont know what he think
It would be nice
Together we awkwardly eat rice
We dont talk about it
No we dont want to admit
It would be weird
Together its both feared
We will never know
No i wont ever go that low
It would be nice though
Together we would go to and frow
We could live together
Know that id make it forever

Days to long
Waiting to be proved wrong
Nights to long
Im not that strong
Your to late
I couldnt wait
Death to long
I got proved wrong
Life to long
I guess i am strong
Your to late
I can relate
All about understanding
As now im not withstanding

I feel an emotion one i dont feel often
Most of the time wishing i was in a coffin
But the feeling has finally soften
Looking around the room
What if your my groom
Marrage is a my wish
Something i want to acomplish
But with who?
My result is overdue
Looking and waiting
Drawing writing and painting
All things i do to pass time
While i just wait in this line
Secretly i want it to be arranged
Most people think its strange
But judgement plays a big role
My legs take the toll
I have no say
I live happy until this day
The day i have to choose
The one i hope to never loose
Stay by my side
Lay with me by the tide
Your cowboy ****
Makes me got nuts
But is it you i choose
What about your friend with the tattoos?
We all have diffferent veiws
My husband i shall choose
I like him with the bruise
Tall and handsome
And looks fairly wholesom
Marry me
I plea
And we will live happily