I think the moment I met you
Time stopped
I forgot how to think
How to breathe
How to move
All I could feel
Was you
And your presence
And the way you looked
And the way you sounded
And the way you moved
& It was all I could do
To hold myself back
From also seeing how you taste
I think the moment I met you
My heart beat full speed
I forgot where I was
Where I'd been
Where I was going
All that I knew
Is where I had to be
Closer to you
And your smile
And your energy
And your world
& It was all I could do
To hold myself back
From asking you to be apart of it
To be the start of it
And the middle
And the end
Cause I could not settle for friends
I need to hear, to see, to feel, to know
How far and this could go
& Whatever els I was doing can wait
Cause it seem i have a date with fate.

am i headed where i need to be?
so much feelings of uncertainty..
i just don't want to get hurt you see,
all these feelings bursting forth from me.
but how do i know?
if this is where i should go?
should i take it real slow..
or just go with the flow.
maybe i should let it be,
and just wait to see..
cause if it were up to me (preferably),
i'd like to avoid catastrophe.
but my heart's beating too fast for me,
to hear the words it has to speak.
so here i go, into the unknown,
looking for the one, to call my own.

you are now the poetry
that spills from my pen
you are now the flame
burning from within
you are now the sparkle
dancing in my eyes
you are now the thoughts
floating through my mind
and i want you close to me
i wanna see what we could be
i want to see your every side
i wanna see inside your mind
i wanna be your special flower
the flower of your every hour
and i hope that takes to heart
cause we could be a work of art

There's a hole in my heart
You know, the one you left there..
And it's eating anything that gets close
It devours, it grows
& eventually, it'll eat us whole

There's a hole in my heart
That you helped me carve
And it's at war with my soul
Over possession of my body
It wants to take me,
& take me alive.

There's a hole in my heart
That was once filled with fairy tales endings and recklessly constructed dreams
That's a reminder to me
That nothing is as it seems
And real life is filled with villains
And my only hope for a hero, is me.

there's always that someone.
that your heart speeds for,
since the first time you saw them.
there's just something in their smile,
that makes you wanna go that extra mile.
there's just something in their eyes,
that makes you feel bubbly & alive.
that makes you wanna take care of them forever.
that makes you powerless to their sultry ways.
this is the someone who will make you.
this is the someone who will break you.
and we can't control this destiny,
it's unrestricted chemistry.
as it fiercely lights our hearts,
and a romance starts to spark.

**** this
**** that
**** her
**** him
i just can't believe
i'm back here again
watching you leave
without a trace
swallowing tears
rollin down my sad face
**** this
**** that
**** her
**** him
i can't believe
i fell for it again
the charm and the lies
it was all a disguise
i feel like a joke
when i once was a prize
**** this
**** that
**** him
**** her
this is not the love
i know i deserve
i just feel like the worst
and i can't understand
why's it so fucken hard
to find a real man
**** this
**** that
**** him
**** her
do you take pride
in the ones that you hurt
do you feel high
when others feel low
when your being a ****
and ******* your hoes
**** this
**** that
*******
**** me
how can i be so blind
and unable to see
the truth of it all
that's it's not meant to be
i miss all the signs
of hazardous chemistry
**** this
**** that
**** me
*******
i know you'll get
what's coming to you
cause karma's a *****
and she's working for me
so we'll see who's left last
you just wait and see

let's clean the slate
we'll sleep in late
& learn how to appreciate
every inch of our skin
every moment we're in
we'll teach each other how to sin.
we stayed in together
despite nice weather
& by the night,
our bodies were tethered.

i'm so lucky that you are alive
& laying by my side
if there's one thing that i hope
it's that you'll always be near by.